Cheerful Life of Choya

It Doesn't Matter

2010-05-30T12:53:00.005+08:00

It was a perfect night only with my own imperfections,
We stood high, gazing across the rock palate,
The view was absolute,
My feelings.... were fairly good.

As the night sighed its cool and comforting breeze,
We fell in closer as we have never been,
Yet I feel there's barrier between us,
Almost an invisible gap.

Could it be me?
Could it be you?

My heart sure skipped a beat as reality injected its poison,
While fantasy remained my temporary morphine,
I wanted so much for this time to stop,
This sin is so insanely pure and divine,
So powerful I couldn't decline.

But I knew each time these fairytale thoughts sunk in,
I was wasting more time dwelling in my own despair,
Than letting you know all these felt within,
Until you silently reached out for my hand,
I knew it didn't matter anymore.

It didn't matter when you have to leave
It didn't matter how you're going to leave
It didn't matter you will leave me again and again
I know I have found what I have been searching..

I found Love in you.

Love is then real but it often never lasts...
Again this time, I'm choosing Pride over Love

But if you are reading this now
I know you'll get your answer
Who is it all along?

For the time to come
It doesn't matter how painful when I think bout tonight
It doesn't matter how awful I am going to feel
It shall remind me of my once loving feeling.. for You.

Just another piece of self-poetic-literature..
By Me.

Fountain of Inner Devotions

2010-02-28T01:44:00.007+08:00

As I walk down this road of uncertainty
I know it is leading me to a fountain of sin
Yet, I will choose to leave all promised divinity
If I know I will see you at the end

In the grand darkness,
How I am seeing much more of myself
In the great depth
How I feel free to venture free as an unbound soul
I feel you everywhere, foolish sentiments
Oh they are...
And I know I will see you at the end

As coldness creeps in
Your hands are mine to hold
Two pairs of undaunted eyes
We exchange gazes of eternal bonding
Dive and rise as we go
Against all odds
Freedom are all ours

Feel with our delicate senses
Witness with our fine eyes
Needless for words
Anymore, as we do not listen
To the lies, laments and criticisms..
Of the hypocritical world

We. Belong. Together.
No Limits

Dedicated to all souls ought to be set free :)

By Saudari Hazel

Stitching A Cloud of Dream

2010-01-31T01:32:00.005+08:00

Hey.... it's been a while since I last wrote. Err.. correction! I did actually write alot of posts, just that they are incomplete ones LOls :P Pending to be published!

It's not that I've lost my personal therapeutic session - writing and expressing but it's because I have been really busy stitching a cloud of dream :) Yes, life itself is like a dream and we are never asleep :)

And what exactly do I mean? You will know when it's time! As for now, I can only pray for storms to pause and rain to go away :)

I have a mixture of feelings tonight, mostly regarding my life so far... at the age of 22. What have I achieved or have I made any statement that is ought to be remembered for life? Or am I not satisfied with what I already attained because I keep looking at life through a microscope? Amplifying manifold, an invisible speck unsurprisingly becomes an insurmountable mountain.

I hate to admit it but yes, I have unknowingly chasing after something in life that I myself do not know what is that missing piece that gives the final completion to my puzzle. I am not sure if it's even an object, a human or just an imagination. I just know I'm waiting for that time to come, and that is when my life will begin- all over again :)

Suddenly, I feel my life is at a perfect pace (I might think otherwise tomorrow :P) I might "grow up" a little bit quickly but it's just what I can do, a step closer to finding the last piece of puzzle.

And finally, my mum have accepted the fact that I've grown up. Less naggings and she seemed to have started to trust in me that I can get hold of myself and maneuver my own wheel of life. Happy for that, absolutely.

It's bedtime now at 2 a.m, always the best time of the day :) Cold and quiet, a peaceful spirit sings a happy song :) It's random to say this out of the blue, but I just realised...

I have started to love myself more. And it's when you learn to love yourself, you open your heart to loving someone else, and it's when someone else will love you in return :) Nights!

Happy Valentines Day in advance!
Treasure the person who walks this far in life with you,
Through times are bad
Remember how the love story once unfolds
Through times are good
And waive on the page how the love story will end
Till death do us apart.

-tung hing-

New Moon

2009-12-02T03:03:00.001+08:00

Time really flies. Just a year ago, I got my eyes on Twilight and was way crazy over Rob Pattinson. Patiently and anxiously, waited and waited for New Moon to come back and was thinking about it almost everyday. 365 days had passed in a blink of an eye and New Moon has returned and I shall proudly say, it's better than Twilight!

Good CastsSss!

Though I still think Rob Pattinson is hot and amazing, but somehow find his character a little bit boring, yea.. he's supposed to be the emo guy but..... alrite forget it! He's still cute tho! :)

It's December and 2009 will be coming to an end, fast huh? New Moon is the peak for me and I'm glad it's not a disappointment! Other than that, 2009 is not a good year for me. It's a year that I wandered really alot, got myself really lost, found myself back and trapped in a dead end.. it's just... I'm just glad it's going to be over soon. At least, I know I'm closer to the day... the day I've always been dreaming :)

Looking from the brighter side, 2009 is a breakthrough period for myself too. At least, things fall as I planned towards the end of the year coupled with some surprises too, like AAR Reality Check :P I know this doesn't sound that right for a 21 year old girl who is supposed to be studying and sitting for exams, enjoying her youth in campus and all sorts... but I do find some kinda peace of satisfaction in my job now as a beauty therapist.

Though I'm a beauty therapist, I admit I still have a long way to go to be top note beauty myself LOLOLOLs :D All I know is that, beauty doesnt come free... alot of work, time and money involved here for a woman to feel and look good. Of cuz, God is unfair and it's not a crime to be born less perfect or ugly but it's definitely a crime not to put in effort to look pleasant :P

And... it really feels great earning an income, that helps out the family a little, for ourselves, for the near future.. it's the sense of adulthood. And I have no idea why I'm such a rushie to grow up, maybe it's because I've always wanted to be independent, bitter childhood memories, to be in control or maybe.. I just want my own Life. A Life that is branded, Me.

Will be turning 22 in a month, when age is just a figure but time has its calls. I'm not afraid of getting old but I do have a phobia as time travels because there are much things I want to see, to feel, to honour, to trust, to love about the world out there and if I were to die tomorrow, I know I'll regret not having them accomplished :)

Maybe it's true that there are some dreams one lifetime is not enough to catch, but there will some dreams that come true if you only learn to believe and be initiative. Dreams don't come if you don't rest your mind and find it through the sleeps of souls. Let go of the stronghold that deceives you, what matters at the end of the day is be grateful that you're waking up everyday to the world that belongs to you- family, friends, soulmates, pets... anyone that you know lives for you and vice versa.

HappY BeLatEd ThaNksGivIng!

A Date With The All-American Rejects

2009-11-05T00:28:00.012+08:00

I know it's a shit that I haven't been updating my blog for a month, err.. more than a month I guess :P But there's a saying that goes...

Good things will come to the ones who wait. Be patient! :D

For all you know, I've been a very good girl (don't deny yourself..) and have been really patient with God for all the obstacles and happenings in 2009 that have drilled me down, where lives are only painted in blues, and I.. I am just overwhelmed by His reward for my perseverance :) Yah, all I've got to say.

It was like any other ordinary night, I changed into my pj and hopped onto my bed where my lovely red companion lies- my Inspiron and played one of my favourite songs from AAR, When The Wind Blows.

*sigh* It was getting closer to 10th of October each second of the day, am I going or not to go to their concert? Roses would have gone into extinction if I hadn't received this electrifying email...

Dear Tung Hing,

Congratulations! You have been chosen as the Grand Prize winner of the DiGi Music Club Blogging Contest for your interesting blog entry.

You have won yourself a 'Round Table' session with The All-American Rejects as well as a Sony Ericsson W760 Mobile Phone and one (1) ticket to The All-American Rejects concert.

Details for the concert is as follows:
Date: Saturday, 10 October
Time: To Be Confirmed (after 2pm)
Venue: One World Hotel (Function room)

Please reply this email with a confirmation of your attendance as well as the questions that you are going to ask The All-American Rejects by Monday (5/10/09) noon (12pm).

Thank you and congratulations again!

-- Best Regards,Nicki Lee

I couldn't comprehend sentences and reality that well at that moment, as if I had never heard or seen the word, Grand Prize in my life and there wasn't any feelings felt, yah. I was dumb-struck for a couple of minutes, reading over and over again the text before I finally went...

++FrEnZiEee++ (I screamed, I laughed, I hopped, I rolled... everything at the same time and I broke into tears while my uncle came in to check on me.. Hahaha)

I wouldn't call it silly at all, everyone has their own a-million-dollar feeling, probably you don't get AAR so much as me, probably you think rockstars are cornholes.. whatever, AAR means alot to me.. I have been talking about them so much, listening to their soongs endlessly and have been dreaming of their concerts.. and this! ThIs IS IT!

On the 31st of October (it's the reschedule of their world tour due to Tyson's knee surgery), I embarked on my little adventure to Kuala Lumpur just for the All-American Rejects. Yea... That's so much passion I have for these wonderful guys.

Apart from the Round Table Session which I have won, I was cordially invited to the Press Conference by DiGi as well. I turned up slightly earlier to Nikko Hotel to check the place out, well I'm not too sure if it looks like a 5 star hotel but the catering service was quite satisfying and uplifting for the guests :)

this looked really good but i did not have a mouth on that, was busy checking out here and there :)

You know what, these pretty pieces did taste as yummy as it looked... I had a few of them while waiting AAR :P

Actually, they had a main course corner too which was at the other corner of the Junior Ballroom but I was too excited for a maincourse so I passed it :)

That was the DiGi Registration Booth

I was expecting to see tonnes of people hording around the Press Conference Venue which to my dismay, there wasn't much people and I was happy bout it. Pure touch of exclusivity :) Just the people from press, media and some winners! I met Natalie and Ean from Hitz.fm, wanted to grab a picture with them but I didn't think my battery would be sufficient for so many photos :P

The Press Conference was supposed to start at 2pm and AAR turned up at 1.45pm and I was loitering with a bunch of sweeties when suddenly I heard a familiar voice coming up from the escalator, I turned and sweet enough it was Nick! Aww~ He stood tall and amazing! My heart melted =}

As Natalie announced their presence and as they walked towards the stage backed up with the song Gives You Hell, I was feeling so dreamy... what I'd got to say? I got to meet my favourite band alive, right before my eyes! They have never been so real...

everyone cared more about taking photos of them than listening to what Tyson had got to say :D

Due to time constraints, the organisers were rather more impatient than the artists themselves.

I almost got a great photo from Tyson looking into my camera when the bitch shove him away!

can I fucking know the reason why Malaysian bodyguards are so short and rounded??

Just right before the table session, Lynn who was in charge of the Nuffnang winners introduced all us to one another and it was an amazing time to get to know a bunch of new friends there!

from left: Bryan, Shakira, Vanessa, Me, Jessica & Tian Chad

Thanks girls and boys for the great hangout, before and after the session :)

The moments we had at the round table session with Mike and Chris was truly a wonderful experience, and thanks to Bryan for uploading that video into his blog, check it out at http://www.bryanlyt.com/ We weren't supposed to bring in any cameras or videos into the session room but heck we care :P

Mike with his Jesus smile and Chris looking as cool as ever!

will always love this pic cuz Nick is in it, and Tyson too of course no matter how blur it is =)

this pic is legendary, it is historical, it is priceless... aww~

I looked freaking tired in this picture, yeah I was... waking up at 3 a.m and that time was already 5 p.m.. O.o

Nevertheless... I Love Tyson :) He has really good vocals...!

Stars do not always have great pics taken spot on..

Thanks to Razel for all the pics.. Lols!

Tyson looking utterly creepy in this pic >.<'

Like a serial killer being caught :P

Ghost of Nick...

Nick mostly wandered around without dem BLOODYGUTS :D

And all of us concluded that, Nick has a small bladder.. Lols~! Because in 1/2 time, he had gone on and off the gents for several times while the interview was still on.. LOls

What I've got to say is, thank you so much to DiGi and Nuffnang for giving me a chance to get with AAR upclose and it does feels like a dream come true in some ways. It was truly a great experience which will last for a lifetime- for sure :)

Shakira, Vanessa and I left Nikko at about 4.30p.m, after bidding our sweet farewell :)

************************

The journey to Bukit Jalil National Stadium was a smooth sailing and reached the venue at about 5.30 p.m to find that the queue to the entrance was super crazily long! I swear there were like thousands of people ahead of me.. zz! Yeah, and I heard that some of them had been waiting there since 11 a.m.. O.o

But I felt so sad for those who turned up early, because at the end of the day... it was all about foulplay.. Lols! The laties bashed up the queue to the entrance and I just Move Along with them and voila!

I was kinda front of, okay.. VERY FRONT ACT-CHE-LI.. Lolz!

But I wasn't in the centre/ middle of the floor which Tyson indeed covered more

I was far right, where Nick covered most.. Good enough that I could see him rocked his guitar upfront - with his aww-so-sweet smile (melting, melted, melts), he's my guitar hero! *just friggin' imagine that I'm still a 15 years old teenage freakonista rocky pocky in this post..*

Spent a month thinking, go-or-not-to-go-AAR-concert-worry-this-worry-that-got-potong-la-la-la.....

Which I finally made it to the concert at the end anyways :D

With no regrets....!

I might not have the leanest arm on Earth but I do say I have the smoothest armpit? LOls!

Anyways, I do really want to convey a heartfelt thankfulness and gratitude to someone *you know who you area* for making this happen :)

already subscribed horny devil! you looked cute tho~!

The concert started about like 7.30 p.m. featuring our local bands, which ACT-CHE-LI didn't sound really that bad, it was just that the stage break was too long and the soundcheck wasn't TAD top notch. Rating from Ms Rocky Pocky: 5.01/10.00 (Looks took the most deduction tho :P)

Everybody was anticipating AAR, even the 2nd local band had just started rocking the stage you could hear crowds cheered A-A-R! A-A-R! A-A-R! *kening kening* LOls!

Then FCUK~! I felt droplets on my skin, RAIN~! *&#*&!MOKGOBJA KINOKUNIYA )(*&^%!# What a Shit?! I came this far not to give up just like that? Persevere! Actually, it was just drizzles and it went away quickly. Pheew.. Honestly I almost felt like leaving at 1 point :)

Then I got to know very interesting siblings from Saudi, I remember the brother's name was Abdullah and the sister was Liya or smth like that. I was really caught in amaze that they were not typical at all and spoke very fluent English with great sense of humour from Abdullah. I know all of a sudden I turn from Ms. Rocky Pocky into Aisyah Montanah lulz but yah, I like them :)

Want to know how many people were there on Halloween?

15-000 rockies pokies :D

AAR techies took bout an hour to set up their sound system and soundcheck was monitored to the finest tune before they let loose DEM REJECTED BOYS!

The most epic shot I snapped. I concentrated most of my time watching, recording into my mind than snip snapping lousy shots :P

In a sea of people~ there was only you~ I never knew what the song was about~ Suddenly now I do~ Try to reach out to you touch my hand~ reach out as far as I can~ only me only you and the band~ CAN'T LIKE THE MUSIC STOP!

don't freaking as me why i like them so much and you don't cuz i dun know why, don't freaking ask me why you don't like them and i like them so much CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHY!

When The World Comes Down is a masterpiece to me and AAR performed about 12 songs not lesser on that night. EPIC!

The concert ended at about 11.30 p.m. and I was already having post AAR blues. The only thing I regretted not doing on that day, prolly in this life would be not telling them face to face that I love their music, they are an awesome band and please come back again :D Somehow, these words crossed my mind during the meet and greet with them in Nikko but I just couldn't bring myself to say such cheesy things... you know my pride and issues :P

Even if I had said that, that would probably be another fan adoration praises... Plus most people that got to meet up with AAR had gifts to them which I have 0 anyways.. Haha! What kinda fan am I... :P I just thought that there's nothing they can't buy and I really don't want end up buying junks that Tyson is going to You-Tube it.. Hahahahha~!

The night ended with chilling for 20 minutes in Quattro, which I literally couldn't remember anything more happening that AAR concert, I sorta like felt so stale even if you put me in the best club ever, you would still be seeing me in my straightjacket face =.='

Quattro's concept is kinda alluring (Summer, Autumn, Winter, Spring Bar) but I find the crowd a bit offsetting :P

The pic was taken in the Winter Bar and it was ACT-CEH-LI icy cold inside that room.

Not-in-the-mood-for-anything-tho!

So, that was kinda the experience I had in KL for the last weekend for All-American Rejects which I thought was a pretty breath taking experience. Would I ever do it again? Well, I'd done whatever ought to be done at this age when I'm still feeling on the beat and energetic. Whatever comes along the way we shall see :)

And Hey! I did not return to Penang empty handed!

Look what I've got!

My prize which I name it..

WheeLTeR MiChriS! (Wheeler + Ritter + Mike + Chris) :D

Sony Ericsson w670i

I just need a new phone I dun friggin' care what ancient model it is.. Lols! Pillow bit mine, torn apart :S

*~You slide it honey, you slide that baby~*

and you see me with Tyson! :)

When I first learned about the contest from Nuffnang, it was stated that there would be 5 winners (One which is the Grand Prize who will win a Phone, a table session with AAR and concert tix ALONG with the other 4 Consolation winners to meet AAR), I thought to myself, "forget that Grand Prize you noob..."

And not many people know what I did exactly to win the contest :P, it was actually my last post on DiGi Music :) No one had paid much attention to what I wrote tho, it sounded pretty advertorial but this winning means more than just prizes. It's a sense of achievement considering this is the 2nd time I won Grand Prizes for written entries.

Back then was for Female Magazine which I did not get to redeem my prizes cuz was STPM season and there was dateline to redemption. I remember they were a collection of Guy Laroche purses and bags... *sad* I failed Pure Maths anyways, should have gone down and got my prize :D

And I've got this, priceless CD autographed/ signed/ imprinted or wahtever shit you like to call it from

Nick and Tyson :)

All-American Rejects is AWESOMEY!

(stood close enough to rage and hug them but did not.. why am i so calm when i shud not be?)

Check out my next post on my adventure in KL, maybe a good tutorial for runaway from home plans :)

DiGi Music: The Rejects Fever

2009-09-19T23:00:00.016+08:00

O-dear... I think I'm having fever again. And this time, it hits me darn bad where odd and peculiar symptoms felt include:-

1) Feeling like things are unreal or dreamlike
2) Electric shock feelings, body zaps
3) Excess of energy, hyperactive!
4) Skipped heartbeats
5) And of course, what is fever without feeling H.O.T

But thank God I've found a magical prescription to heal my ailments, finally =)

IT'S THE CONCERT TICKET TO

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

LIVE IN MALAYSIA!!!!!!

For those of you who might have missed The All American Rejects at the MTV World Stage back on 15th August, stop banging your heads on the wall or secretly hating your friends who went without you because on 10th October 2009 *block your calendar folks*, these boys are set to return to our shore and .........

This song is perfectly cool when you play it after having a bad day, say...

1) Your teacher humiliates you in front of everyone for not passing up your project, or
2) Even your boss asking you to work over time on a Raya's eve OR
3) Better still, your girlfriend/ boyfriend dumps you just because you were stuck in a massive traffic jam last night and uber late for dates :)

A Big Thank You to DiGi

~for making this happen~

*~* O-Hail & Long Live, DiGi Music!~*~*

Finally, DiGi is more than just a Yellow Mania to me :P

What people? Just look at the logo, billboards, mascots, etc etc are all just freaking yellow okay?!

And yea, I got my free ticket to the concert upon subscription to DiGi Music! It's as easy as ABC so people~people, just ditch Facebook for a while to do this http://www.digimusic.com.my/!

Alright, even if you are not a fan of AAR, just so you know - DiGi Music offers other mad great deals than just about AAR! I know you can see all the point benefits from the strip above but just like essay, points need to be elaborated =} Isi dan huraian merrrr......

Of course the prime attraction is the Unlimited Music Downloads! And I'm going to stress this point with the word.... LEGALLY! All you have to pay is just RM5 per month and you got to enjoy all the musics and dance away with your souls :) And it's free for first 30 days trial! It definitely worths trying out :D

I mean come on, RM5 per month is only like 0.16 cents per day for unlimited music downloads and on top of everything,

- It saves you a hassle to search for songs on the internet and

- Even if you have installed your preferred music downloaders, it's pretty depressing when your pc crashes and needs to be reformatted, you NEED TO RE-INSTALL AND EVERYTHING!

- Worse, for people like me who is extremely lazy to install anything.

With DiGi Music, Ha-Ha! All you need is the website and there you roll~ To your liking whether you want to download to your PC or mobile or maybe just for checking out some new songs :) I find this extremely handy to me because I could do all these at anytime, anywhere. Just one website with one PC or with one mobile, is technically all I need to get groovy~ :P

Most importantly, there are no data charges incurred :) Urmm... if this *data charges* word sounds a little bit too pro for you, actually for me too hee! But I guess it literally means like any charges incurred for multiple reasons like browsing, streaming or downloading anything from the website. Correct me if I'm wrong :D

Songs and playlist sharing are of course one of the many features available in DiGi Music where you can create your own profile page furnished with your pretty handsome pictures and share your musical delights with friends or other users.

Alright, like I said earlier that DiGi Music is not all about AAR as it offers many other exclusive showcases every now and then like Meet & Greets with the Artists, tickets to Gigs and Concerts and etc etc. So your dreams of meeting up your idols upclose, kicking alive are now... POSSIBLE! Not unless you are a fan of MJ because there's no way DiGi could bring him back alive O.o
Sorry to remind you that :}

To be rightfully honest with you guys, I'm not actually -that-concert-kinda-girl-. Rubbing sweats with a bunch of unknowns, lining up as early as possible under glaring sun to secure a strategic place, impatient waitings in between stage breaks and the list goes on and on actually.

If there's only one band that can make me break one of my living rule, it's gonna be

The All-American Rejects

and I love every single song from their latest album

When The World Comes Down

And this is the reason why I got so hyped up for this AAR concert thingy, even going down all the way to KL from Penang just to redeem those tickets. Damn unfair right? They only cater to the KL fans, how about us, the non-KLsss?? What to do... I love AAR so much!

After hours of journey, KL greeted me with a massive traffic jam :)

Reached Sunway Pyramid and I went straight searching for the DiGi Booth!

Finding 1st Floor, Sunway Pyramid (near the escalator on the way up to TGV Cinema)

FOUND!

I was too excited to snap a picture! :D

I know it was stated that each participant only entitled to redeem one ticket, and has to be present with own mobile at the redeeming booth but I just tried my luck to collect another ticket on behalf of my friend. I was alone... in KL, all the way from Penang.. *sob sob* just for this~

And I went totally frenzy when I talked through them to let me redeem on behalf of my friend!

It's not a cheat okay, all-the-way-from-Penang-just-for-this!

You can picture my facial expression to be somewhat like this:

Initially, I have doubts on whether should I make another trip down to KL on 10 Oct just for that concert. Serious, I mean I haven't started work yet and expenses are pretty heavy to go down KL for another time, at least for me :( And I really don't want to bug my family for this...

Then I thought again, I'm just 21 right now and if I don't go all my way out to do crazy things then when should I do it hmm? Perhaps someday when I'm old enough to have my means to spend on things like that, I just thought that I might not have this kinda mood again. This crazy, young and energetic mood :)

What I want to emphasize is, there are somethings money just can't buy.

And you can ask Pillow as he knows best :)

See! Even Pillow a 6 months old puppy wants the ticket to the AAR :P

I'm having it in my hands already, why should I hesitate anymore?

Hell yeah.. I'm coming AAR! :)

That Momento

2009-09-17T03:26:00.006+08:00

Haven't been writing again lately. Outta my mind, outta every single words.

Too many times, I find myself saying too much of the things that not necessarily to be made known.
Too many times, I find myself not saying that simple little things that you ought to know.

I wonder, what is the cost of my ego
I wonder, what is the price of my pride
Or was it you?
That I could never afford.

If I were to be back at that moment
Back at that same right place
I would trade my deceptive smile for real tears
I would trade my composed sentences for a hug of cherish
Just to let you know
There was pain beyond this facade.

B Bro In Abu Dhabi

2009-08-14T23:13:00.008+08:00

dHey Hey HEY!!! I'm StiLLL aLiVe KicKing HardEr thAn EveR!!! :P

Well well well.. sorry for my absence for the past weeks because *sigh*, as for some of you who are concerned about me, you would've heard bout the news that I was admitted to the hospital :)

I have one million words of experience to share with you guys on my 5 days 4 nights stay in the Loh Guan Lye 10 stars hotel but not in this post, cuz I've got better issues for coverage :D

Excitingly, it's all about my beloved bro's training-trip to Abu Dhabi!

And where's Abu Dhabi??????!

Here's Abu Dhabi!

Yeps! In the United Arab Emirates, land of the... cough*

Now, the prime question is...

What's the image that come into your mind when you hear about Arab??? Especially such ancient named place like Abu Dhabi??

As in how the place looks like??? Like what you've been seeing in the t.v? books? posters??? encyclopedias???

That it looks something like this????

Then you SARK!!! :O

..i..

Cuz it looks friggin' advanced like this!!

looks like Shanghai or Hong Kong :P

Just to share with you guys a lil about my brother's profession, he's actually attached to a German-based multi national company dealing with the oil and gas industry. Yerps! Usually, I'll be quite early alarmed on the market values and fluctuating prices of petrol :P

Myth: Main Reason for prices of petrol had increased and shall keep increasing in near future is due to shortage of natural sources of oil and gases on Earth!

Fact: It's just the fucking economy and certain powerful authorities controlling the game! Currency fluctuation + inflation sheetz!

Well, but that doesn't mean we do not have to put in effort to conserve our Earth energy :) It's going to run outs someday, but not so soon :P

Just several years serving for the company, he has travelled quite a number of times across the continents for training.

[My sister travels for free in fact paid to travel *envious*, my brother travels too and everything is paid for *double envious* and I want to too but currently still stuck in small Penang :( Breaking out if there's chance!]

He had been to big places like United States, United Kingdom and small places like Brunei and Indonesia so now he requested for training in a whole new place to him, Arab!

Off he went for 2 weeks to Abu Dhabi!

Him doing some friggin shopping!

Back in the golden years, when the economy was oozin good, the company actually sponsored his staffs to travel on Business Class on board! :O The business class stewardess thought that my bro + frenz were some kinda big shot and served them *floatingly* when in their pockets, they only had several hundred bucks of pounds! Hahahaha!!!

When your company pays for everything on a trip, you just sit back and rilek lah~ :P

Now when there's economy downturn, my bro's trip to Arab this time was just...... economical. Haha! He boarded economy class only... what a downturn LOLOLOLOLS! But no need pay, mai hiam la! :P

And there he posed happily with his training centre in Abu Dhabi!

It's pronounced as Slum-ber-jay!

Him and the palm tree!

Him and his trainers I supposed :P

Well, these 2 Caucasian dudes are not just any random posers cuz their salary are a whooping banana cream of 20-30K or even more but no less according to my bro :) Dirham is good enuff. My bro is dreaming to work there :P

There's no need to mention that these guys' salary are a whooping banana cream cuz ultimately a normal shopping mall or any random shop assistant's monthly salary reaches a blueberry muffin baking hot of 6-7K in Arab. In Dirham yes.. and 1 AED = MYR0.95.

It's indeed a land of the riches. And amazingly, the locals there Do Not Work! They own shops and businesses and they hire foreigners to work for them, majority Filipinos, Pakistanis & Indians. These people might be labours and low class there in Arab but back in their home town after saving the salary, they are rich in their own way back home :D

Yes, you ask: Why the locals there Do Not Work? And yes, because they Don't Have To! If your government is giving you 10K for free monthly, who needs to work? Lols! I couldn't believe either when my brother told me this but he said it's true cuz that's what his colleague says!

My bro UpGrAdeD!!

!*congrats congrats*!

Bro posing with his stuff!

alrite, he looks just as noob as ever >.<'

Bro calls it a day!

I'm going shopping again!

Well, the weather might seem good but my bro said, it WAS NOT cuz it was burning hot, literally. Much more than M'sia and for safety purposes, they have to wear that suit on site!

Basically, he had to re-hydrate himself every half an hour or so if not, can seriously die from dehydration! :O! And it's no joke. Alot of Indian and Pakistani construction workers there died from serious dehydration. They just passed out midst of working and pronounced dead the next minute! Money don't come free okay?

Since rain is IMPOSSIBLE in Arab during Summer, these construction workers actually camp openly on a large field and sleep overnight there. Eat there, sleep there and everthing's there :P That's how hard life is for these people. And the Arabians? 100% of them is 100% rich and nuff said.

It's amazing how unfair is this life :)

After training, my bro will loiter with his friends to shop for gifts and souvenirs. Things are generally not cheap over there. My brother got me this perfume & toiletries that's like, I've never heard of its brand, prolly their local brand called Fruits & Passion. When my bro told me how much it cost, I freaked out and started cursing like a bit*h!

Look at these few items:

a small bottle of peach perfume and body gel = 300+ Dirhams!

%$%^&&^%##@**&^%$#!!!!!

Alright, I like the gifts of course but it seriously doesn't worth the monay~~~!!!! And I think my bro just has this perfume and fragrance stuff fetish because till todate, he already bought me tonnes of them! Victoria's Secret, Calvin Klein Eternity, Litchi by DIor Addict and I'm already having a hard time finishing them, now more to come by Fruits & Passion! :D

I think I have a lifetime supply of fragrances already :) My future boyfriend to be must be damned pleased with this (save monay for Valentines, B'day, Anniversary) tssk tssk tssk!

It's just that, money is earned not dropped down from the sky, I just feel bad having him to spend unnecessarily. Nevertheless, I appreciate them. I have a collection-subconsciously :D

During his hunt, he saw a jaw dropping, saliva inducing chicken mogaritta mexico texas pie 4 million Dirhams worth of watch by dunno what friggin local brand. And he saw a nice handbag which he wanted to get for my mum that its price freaked a hell out of him that he fainted 3 times consecutively and walked away, still feeling bizarre that it's an unknown brand that prices its bag 5,000 Dirham :)

That's life in the Arab :)

Where money is really like papers :)

So in the end, these are what my bro got for souvenirs!

Bro unpacking his stuff!

0000 tht's mine!

The souvenir was given with a task!
I was assigned to check all his souvenirs for his friends are in good condition :(

They are erm... sandy albums.
7 different types of sands collected from 7 different places which make up UAE!
My brother keeps yakking bout the wonders of God and lalalala...
Special special*
It's like Nabi Muhammad all over again! swt :P

one of them cracked* :(

And I'm disappointed becuz there wasn't any local delicacies and food were brought back :( I thought I kept reminding him and sands were what I got :( Hahaha! Really makan pasiak* this time. Only a box of chocolate coated dates (yums)!

All in all, he had a great experience training in Abu Dhabi, Arab. At least he gets to see a different culture in life. When he was telling and sharing all his findings and experiences in Abu Dhabi, I found myself feeling like a little child listening to another child's fun trip to Disneyland. Only can imagine the fun and no real deal. Hee!

But! I'm always proud of my bro even though he's a bit NOOBIE DOODIE DOO. Haa! I want to be like my siblings too, travelling here and there for free someday! Yes, I'm cheapolata.. I don't like to pay for my own expenses :P

COincidently, when he touched down at Penang, he met this...

Dato' Haji Awang (forget bout the long name)

seriously i don't know who's that at all.. LOLS! Some big shot of PAS, that's what I know :P

And that's the end of the post about my bro & UAE!

Night!

Morning!

Bon O Fire

2009-07-20T02:31:00.007+08:00

As the countdown reaches zero,
I see strikes of lights fizzle up high to the dark empty sky,
Booom! as they rumble like a thunder,
I see bright, colourful crystals sprinkling down on me,
It's just so beautiful,
And every bits of it...
Reminds me of you.

As I await naively for the fluorescent crystals to reach me,
They start to lose their glow,
Pooof~ as they vanish into the thin air,
I feel sudden emptiness in the sky
And every mili-seconds of darkness...
Reminds me you come and go.

Just like you
Who once brighten my days with your simplicity,
Just like you
Who starts to slowly fade away so pronouncedly,
And just like me
Watching in vain as you slip away, silently.

I continue gazing at the majestic combustion,
Never had I come so close, for the first time,
Wishing it'll never end,
But soon, it will...
And I wonder if I could remember this beautiful experience the next day,
Or the next time would be as enchanting as the first one.

As the last blow roars its grand finale,
There's a tiny voice inside me that whispers,
"Some beautiful moments in life are so real but they often never last. Be glad it once happened."
Now, what I see is just,
A cloud of smoke. It's all over.

~Bon Odori 2009~

Come Back To Me by Utada Hikaru

2009-07-20T01:32:00.002+08:00

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
And the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don’t want to be alone

I wish that I could photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won’t leave me alone

If you come back to me
I’ll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Memories I have of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this, and she buys that
Just leave her alone
I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn’t that bad, it isn’t that bad
And she’s wiser for it now

I admit I cheated (admit I cheated )
Don’t know why I did it (why I did it)
But I do regret it (do regret it)
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I’m sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can’t you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me
Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Chorus
(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(You’re one in a million)

(Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
Boy you’re one in a million (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
I’ll be everything you need (Come back)
Baby come back to me (Come back)
You’re one in a million
(One in a million)

La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La la la

HapPy BiRtHday~ Yu YU!

2009-07-18T12:57:00.005+08:00

Rights, I know I'm late and d0-please-do accept my apologies my dear buddy :)

Just alot of things are coming up lately that make me so fuzzingly occupied :O! Nevertheless......

HaPpY 21st BirthDay, MIssY TeH!!!

*please present this picture to redeem your birthday gift.

expiry date: n/a*

Hahahaha!

So fast another year had passed and this is the 2nd time I'm writing you a birthday blog. Though Malacca and Penang is not very far but it indeed is a distance so I'm sorry if I haven't been a good friend enough to care and check on you at times :P But that doesn't mean you are forgotten in anyways :)

So this year, I'm sending mua boys to wish you a happy 21st birthday! :D

Presenting PillOw!

he is one hyperactive pup! i tink u'll get heart attack when u see him ;)

And Mikey......!

your old time fave! :P

Can't wait till you're back to have a party, haha! :P

Take care Bud!

arrrrgggHhh~!

2009-07-11T04:06:00.002+08:00

My eyes feel like they are gonna pop out soon, thanks to Sushi no Suki game in Facebook. I played 4 hours in a row and rank 2nd now after Gracie... That girl must have been born with sushi making talent =.= Hahaha!

I just gave up Typing Mania cuz my fingers are literally suffering from serious cramp after trying to beat Edwin's crazy score of 500 something points for about like.. n(times) GRRRR mau muntah d.....!!!

Hahaha.. Maybe it's my destiny to end up 2nd in every game. Does it hint that I'm gonna be a mistress someday? Hahaha.. I'm random. I should! Cause I'm feeling happy :)

Rain + Dark + Cold = Happy Choya

Turning into vampire real soon!

Neways, that's all for now! I've got better post.. errr some other day rites.. Love ya all! MuacKs!

Toxic Mouth of Humans

2009-07-05T04:42:00.009+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog for a while. My blog is getting more abandoned as it gets older :P

I know it's random to post something at 5 something in the morning, but I can't sleep so why waste time tossing and turning on the bed? Might as well share a story with my dear readers. A meaningful story, I learned from my brother just on the last trip he came back to Penang :)

One day, there was an old man who decided to bring his 7 years old grandson for a journey around his village. Along he brought a young donkey, only 1 passenger can board at a time :)

Then he carried the boy and placed him on the donkey's back then said, "Now we are ready to go, Son."

After 15 minutes of travelling, they came to a fruit farm and all the farmers looked up and said among themselves, "Kanneh, this boy kau boh akai d, ah kong ah neh lau, koh mai ho ah kong ceh donkey, ah neh siao lian beh kia loh meh, ceh donkey pula..."

Translation: "WTH, this little boy is so inconsiderate and selfish for letting his old Grandpa walk by foot and he sits on the donkey. He's still so young and strong, he should be the one who's walking."

Having heard the harsh comment, the little boy quickly jumped down from the donkey and offered his grandfather the seat.

The old man smiled and felt pleased. Then he sat on the donkey and they carried on the journey.

After another 15 minutes of journey, they came by a ranch and the cowboys looked at them and one of them commented, "Apek, lu kau bo akai liao. Lu ho lu eh soon ah neh seh han kia loh, lu ka ki ceh donkey. Beh siu la lu...!"

Translation: "Hey old man! What's wrong with you? Your grandson is so small and weak, why are you sitting on a donkey and let a small child walk on feet? Selfish Grandfather!"

Having heard that harsh comment, the old man quickly came down from the donkey and said to his grandson. "Son, lets walk by foot together ." And the old man pulled the donkey along.

The last 15 minutes of the journey, they reached a coffee shop. And the village folks looked at them and giggled and said, "Lu lang kua, chit leh no leh lang ah neh gong. Oo donkey mai ceh, ki kia loh. Gong ka beh si.. Hahahha...!"

Translation: "Look how silly are these two villagers. They have a donkey but none of them want to board and walk on feet instead. What's the use of bringing a donkey along? Stupid."

And finally the old man said to his grandson.

"Look son, for everything you do in life, you will never be able to satisfy everyone around you. People will always choose to judge you the way they choose to see you, regardless of how much you have suffered and sacrificed for the best of everything. They will always have something to say about you and the things you do.

You cannnot please everyone in this world but so long that you think what is right for you, believe in yourself and stand strong. There is no time for you to doubt what others think and say for your life belongs entirely to you. Live it your way!" and he ended his wisdom with a smile.

Don't you think the story is very true and meaningful? I find it really inspirational in a way or somehow :)

Here are some more motivational quotes which I find enchanting. Words do make and break a person :)

After seeing all these cool quotes and phrases, I feel like coming up one of my own.

But you guys might have seen it as my subnick :)

IMBA~ (siok sendiri) :P

End!

Trans Teh Formers

2009-06-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! I JUST WATCHED TRANSFORMERS 2!!!!!!!!!!!
(naaa.... that doesn't sound good enough)
try again...... *cough cough*

KNN CCB SMLC LMKK, I FINALLY WATCHED TIOK TRANSFORMERSSS LIAOOOOO!!!!!
(......naaa... this doesn't sound like me either)
again again~~

Errrrr.... Guess what? Whatever man... whatever~ The bottomline, is Transformers 2 is a great movie and 10 bux is worth every penny :D

I've been waiting for this movie for about like a year plus and finally it's happening now right in front of my eyes!!! Rrrrr!!! Megan Fox is friggin' HOT!

sexy bitch!

Rites, I know this is a new muffin in the oven so, I won't touch so much on the taste because I'm afraid my chi mui, Kah Whai will bite my head off cuz I'm sucha SPOILER QUEEN :P

But still, I got to say that Shia Labeouf looks way better in Trans 2 over Trans 1. Looks way manly now with better acting skills too. Hee!

Just expect these two effect of the movie: FAST & FURIOUS! Yeah, its transformation is really fast and all speedy diddy that my eyes are literally tired and worn out now~ :O Abit confusing too at some parts so keep ur eyes tight tight on the screen!

Great great Great~! The cinema was literally full and we got depressingly got the 3rd row seats. It's pretty traumatizing actually so, I'm considering a 2nd GO! Who's bringing me??!!! :P

Love IT like It'S hOt!!!

Whoa~!

2009-06-14T00:59:00.003+08:00

This is going to be a uber short post.

2 weeks had passed in just a blink of an eye and now my mum is set to return from Singapore. Zzz. My free days are now over.. Haha! It really feels like it was just yesterday I had dropped her to the airport!

Sometimes, it's not that I'm being unappreciative, selfish or what but you know, it feels rather peaceful being home alone most of the time to me. And I've never felt more grown up before than now. I mean, I can handle everything at home perfectly for the past 2 weeks and it feels really great :) In fact, I feel that I'm more diligent when she's not around :D

It's not that I don't love my mum or don't appreciate her, I really do. But it's just that, maybe she still refuses to accept the fact that I'm already big enough to handle my own things and she keeps yakking and nagging which sometimes really put me off and I get reli emo and when I'm emo, I get pretty lazy.. as a form of protest maybe. LOLS!

During the times she wasn't around, whenever I felt like going out... I'd just grab the car keys and vroom out of sight. When I was back home, it felt great that no one asked about where I'd been. Lols! The best would still be, I was free from cigarettes smell for the past 2 weeks! Healthy nia.. Not that my mum smokes alot now (she used to) but my neighbour DOES A HELLOT! Whenever she comes by to hang out with my mum, I'd have to suffer the night thru with the cigarettes smell! GAGA!

*sigh* The best thing cud have happened in 2009 for me would be... my mum was away to Singapore for 2 weeks. CHeers! Gone are the peaceful days~

I bet Mikey thinks so too! He seems more peaceful too without my mum nagging him where he should eat his biscuits. Haha! In fact his toys are all over my room now. Softballs and greeny bones...! We've been playing alot!!!

Emo Bubble

2009-06-04T03:58:00.002+08:00

Break break breaak, the emo bubble...

It's nearly 5 am now, sun rising in 2 hours. Yeah~ I only wished there's no sun in my world. Only the dark taking its toll on me. The best concealer manufactured ever! Darkness. There's nothing to hide but just everything to show.

I'm uber proud of myself tonight. Because I kept to my words, no drunk drinking. There's a mixture of feelings actually. Down and high but then I've learned that, drinking hard won't dissolve the concentration of downness but, shaking your heads off, shouting out loud, hugging frens, taking random pictures are the best medicine for.... downness.

And I left that all in the club again. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a devoted clubber at all. Problems are meant to be left in there and walk out feeling anew.

It;s hard to describe to you how I am feeling right now. Alot of things, silently buried inside my heart, sorrowly cried to themselves which I'm doing my best to suppress them. Some things still hurt, and I certainly do not know where did it go wrong in the first place and ended up this way. It wasn't how I expected it to be.

"When you truly like someone, it doesn't matter how much it hurts for you to act like you don't, it only matters if the other party feels comfortable and happy the way the present is."

Mum has gone to Spore for several days. I'm picking up chores at home. Tonight, there was a bad girl roaming in the streets, tomorrow.. there's always a good girl living in her decent world.

p/s: Wen, Lay, Weiwei, Loon, Kit, Hock and muaself,

Thanks for being such great company and friends....

Luv,

Cathryn

Choya 21

2009-05-23T23:43:00.006+08:00

!~Shush Girl, Shush your lips, do the Helen Keller and talk with your HiPS~!

Thanks to Mr. Chow Huo Kit, now I'm addicted to this song ;)

Anyways, my post isn't going be about the song, erm... something far more interesting I'd say. LOLS! I mean, laughably interesting. Hhaha! Remember I told you guys tht I signed up for the traditional photo shoots? I got the pictures already. Haa!

You see, my initial plan was to take these photos when I was 18, 21(taken), 25, 35, 45, 55, 65, 75 (if I'm still alive that is) Lols! But I missed the chance when I was 18, well.. time that had passed will never come back so.. it's fine.

Anyways, I've uploaded alot of my childhood photos into this post and you'll see for yourself if I've changed or evolved in anyways. Haa! Thou many had said that I do not actually have much changes since I was a baby up to now. sigh*

And the legend began with...

21 years ago.... a baby girl was born!

you know, this doesn't really look like a baby girl! lulz~

Judging at this picture, it shouts nothing back at you but a TYPICAL & PURE ROOTED ASIAN FEATURE!

Small sleek eyes, flat nose bridge and thin lips with the black hair.

This baby will never look as hot as Miley Cyrus when she's a teenage nor ever! like Megan Fox when she's in her 20's...

(Yes... I admit, I just feel damn disappointed being born as a chinese. Say whatever you want, unappreciative or whatever but the fact is heck, I'm still chinese :})

And hell, why do I have to look like my father in the first place? Yea, he's ugly :S You know, my mum's pretty.. And hell I did not inherit her genes at all! F-U-G!

looking at this picture, you'd expect the baby to be prettier right?

(my mum's 50 anyways! this picture is taken together with me in the studio!)

In fact, my maternal relatives like my uncles, aunties, cousins and lalalala~ are all pretty good looking with good features. And the shortie gene does surely come from my dad's side :S

Like my mum, at this age.. I think they could still find her to model for the Mooncake Festival. Lols!

I always think my mum's pretty, no perasan-ness :)

But she clearly does make a huge mistake in her life marrying my Dad, that's all I could say :)

Back to myself. Yea! My mum made me look like a boy when I was small, probably from the day I was born up to 6 years old. People think I'm a boy! :O

you know what I really mean when I say I hated typical chinese feature?

I still remember that the Poh Piah Auntie said to me, "Nah Ah Boy, lu eh Popia. Noh kor gin nia ah boy..." (Boy, here's your Popia, it's for RM2) zzZzz

And I started to rebel when I was in primary school, I insisted to have long hair! I could make all sorts of excuses just to abstain from the hair salon. Haa! Like I was having stomach ache or even, I pretended to fall sleep and did not want to wake up when I reached :P It worked.. twink*

a boy~

I tried really hard to look like a girl bad then when my hair was TED sHorT! and guess what?

it just failed terribly~! lols!

Do you like my dress? LOls!!!

My lil gang...

my cousins and i at the Rubber Estate, just behind my Grandparent's house.

DO you think this is where Edward Cullen would appear? KikA! :P

But you know what? Rihanna's hairstyle was inspired by me.. Hahaha!

cendawan hair.. lols!

My sis and bro liked to make fun of my hair, ALOT! Used to hated them back then and I'd steal their exercise books as revenge and hid it under my closet. Lols!

You've never seen my dad, now you have the chance to. Behold!

The FatSo!

wow, tak sangka i was good in poses since age 5 Lols!

And my brother just looked damn, noobingly ugly. My mum couldn't even recognise him! Haa!

My parents separated when I was... 8 or 9 and I always think that, life got better without my dad, it does :)
My siblings and I would lock ourselves in the room and munch chips when they were arguing because it was so often and frequent, it was just like a routine to us.

I didn't have much pictures when I was in primary.

Then I went to secondary.
Good life begins...

Friends :)

this picture was taken with Yu Yu in Singapore Science Museum

Jacq, Ling, Phing.. although you girls pictures are not in, that doesn't mean that I don't love you girls ;) It's just that I'm lazy. Haa!

Classmates

this picture was taken when I was in 4 sc 1!

Karate

i'm beginning to get used to Body Combat now in Gym :)

Then... then... I went to F6 :)

Met alot of awesome people which awed my life :) Form 6 was an experience, an important phase of my life, I will never forget.

Good girls, good boys.. and good teachers :)

Just one of the hundreds pictures taken :P

I found a passport sized photo in my drawer. I took it when I was 18. Lols!

Just woke up and rushing to get an instant photo snapped!

Damn~! f-u-g-l-y! Haa!

Time flies and I'm 21 now.

Do I feel like an adult? No.
Do I gain a total freedom yet? No. (Breaking rules is what I like) Hee!

How did I evolve then?

this is how I look now.

I put up this pic isn't becuz I think it's the nicest but it's the most basic and natural one.

and this pose is rather gicky too :P not my idea, my fotographer's :D

what i tink? I still look like a damn typical chinese girl with the blunt features.
(Yea, say watever you want)

Basically, I've alot pictures but I just managed to upload only a few. SOme are even taken using my phone's camera and transferred into laptop so it's abit blur :)

The costume I like best would be...

The Han Princess Costume :P

Tern Qing Ge Ge

Lols! Lols! Lols!

Never imagine I cud do such crazy thing rite but I just did. Laugh ur ass off and pick it up when u wanna shit :P

But I think it looks okay :P

fail or pass? LOLOLOLS!

Then, I had always wanted Kimono rite.
I had it but I the whole pic couldn't fit so I just took a fraction of it only :P

i really like this one, if you see the whole picture where the kimono drapes the body just nicely :)

And one of the many posey pics would be this.. LOLS!

trying to look like a seductive geisha but failed terribly. LOls!

Well, that's all I've got for you. I have plenty more but abit lazy to upload so many. HaA! One more cosume would be the.. erm, French Can Can dress but I din really like it cuz, anyhow I'm still a typical chinese so the results were abit disappointing.

Ahh~ finally the post is done! I haven't been blogging with pictures for a while so it feels really good having pictures to show. Nice o not, I don't care. Lols!

The important thing is, I did it and happy that I did it.

So, enjoy! I'm off now. NiteS!

What's with Imeem lately? Keep cutting my song short. ISH! Benci nia~!

~!And you tell your boyfriend, and he said he's got me, and that I'm a vegetarian and that I ain't fucking scared of him!~

In love with this song! Sound so sexily notty! :P And sexy notty guys are yummy Haa!

shhh.. dun tell my mum! Hee!

(Of cuz, it wud be fun to have a notty hot bf but of cuz not for husband material! :})

The Cost of Compassion

2009-05-18T22:22:00.011+08:00

I haven't been reading the newspaper for the past weeks. So, sorry if I'm a little bit too late to be informed of the honourable mission of "Pulau Ketam Dog Rescue Mission". Heck, I almost could have remained ignorant about the news if not cuz of Facebook! And yes, I became a member of the rescue team in Facebook, in support of the mission. It's just one free click of support, I'm sure I can afford it.. Join sajalah~ Hehehehe...

Then, I've been getting news updates from the account, each and everytime with good news that so far how many dogs and pups have been saved. But today, instead of just being an idle member of the mission, I decided to pay a wee bit more attention to the rescue mission, and googled about it.

The search result was listless and I began with the first click on the their official website. I admit I have a soft heart and immense empathy on animals, so I'm really not sure how you would feel about it. All I can say is, the rescue is much more meaningful than I'd thought it was to be :)

I thoroughly read through all the rescue mission from Day 1 till todate.. sigh* there was a.. mixture of feelings. Happy and glad when I see one dog saved from time to time, yet... so sad and sorrow to see the condition of the poor dogs. Skeletal, fear-y eyes, injured, cuts & wounds, drowned and etc.. my shallow eyes got flooded just by browsing thru the pictures.

Rescued dogs are adopted with a name!

Skeletal Serene

2 Girl Girls just reached ashore!

Weak Mercy

with painful wounds :'(

Grace is not having a leisure swim, but swimming towards the rescue boat from the HELL ISLAND when she saw them!

A summary of the happening from the Rescue Team:

"The residents of Pulau Ketam sent some 300 stray dogs to exile on a remote island where the harsh conditions almost certainly guarantee a horrible death. Of the 300 dogs sent there, more than three-quarters are presumed to be already dead. I traveled to the island with Sabrina Yeap of Furry Friends Farm and managed to save only one dog on this reconnaissance trip. We did see several other starving and dying dogs along the mangrove shore."

Just when the rescue team are doing their welfare deeds, there are evil people out there in Pulau Ketam that are now belittle-ing and defaming the rescue team's voluntary work, literally accusing the dogs have invaded their lives in the villages and are deserved to be exiled or even shot dead!

Forgive the Ketam-ers, sungguh mengketamkan sungguh. As ketam as the pulau. BODOH!

Even if the dogs have invaded their lives, have these people ever once thought that they are partly responsible for these happenings now? Take a few consideration folks:

"Oh, your kids love dogs, you adopt 1, months later you discard them because your kids are bored, and off the stray..."

"Oh, you love dogs but you don't spay them. Your neighbour love dogs and he doesn't spay them. Everyone loves dogs but THEY NEVER SPAY THEM. Dogs love dogs. They make love and produce a school of puppies and just when things get out of hand, uncivilisers go PONG.. shoot them down!"

"Oh dogs are just dogs. WHo cares.. KICK* TORTURE* BURN* CUT* COOK* them~ muahahahhaha..."

Fuck all these nuisance man!

When demons exist, I believe angels do too. For the first time, I feel proud of the Malaysians (like the rescue crews) for standing up for the welfare of animals. I'm not paid for writing this, and I'm not begging you for your money nor with the intention of robbing a fortune off you.

I'd just like to stress that, we don't need to be Ms. World or Ms. Universe to understand the word charity and the hidden meaning behind which brings hope and faith to the unfortunates.

Dogs they are. Four legged creatures they are. A million limitations compared to humans they have. But please, just for once, close your eyes and listen carefully... there's a rhythm of life, a heartbeat.

And they need our help now. You can choose to click X and exit from my blog, or here, http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/index.html to offer a small figure and there are various modes of donations. It can be only RM10 or whatever you wish (and Choya what can they do with just your RM10?) Yes, my RM10 + your RM10 + his RM10 + her RM10 + their RM10 = n(RM10) and believe me, there's a difference :)

I'm only an unemployed noob student with no income so I my limitations are very limited. LOLS. But I just asked from Hai Uncle RM50 and he didn't even bother to ask why at all so I'm gonna chip in his with mine (chek fuk for him). He can easily earn RM50 tomorrow by selling a few kilos of squids anyways :P

I choose to TT the cash to their CIMB Bank Account thru cash deposit machines (check here, http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/index.html for other mode of transactions) because banks are everywhere, there's no reason to say "hard lah, how lah, dunno lah". I'm very well versed with bank machines anyways.. :D

Again, it's really fine if you ignore this post altogether. But I'll still be glad to share this with you :) You can help not just in money way but too, increase the awareness by spaying your dogs and stop breeding uncontrollably.

Mikey, in support of Dog Rescue Campaign...

Pinkbag, I'm sure Bobby & Mickey support it too.. LOLS!

I make a difference today. Did you?

I Want To Know =)

2009-05-15T03:27:00.006+08:00

Best feeling ever on 15th May 2009, Friday at 03:26!

Boys and girls, sing along wid me ;)

Yeah, oh yeah
Alright, oh, oh, oh

It's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
Everytime you come around me I get weak, oh yeah
Nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
You kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh
Anyway that I can please you let me learn
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

I wish that I could take a journey through your mind, alright
And find emotions that you always try to hide babe, oh
I do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
I'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
So I wanna know

I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

Tell me what I gotta do to please you
Baby anything you say I'll do
Cause I only wanna make you happy
From the bottom of my heart, it's true

I wanna know what turns you on
So I can be all that and more
I'd like to know what makes you cry
So I can be the one who always makes you smile

Right now,
It doesn't matter what tomorrow awaits me cuz it isn't here yet,
It doesn't matter what the past haunts me cuz there's only present exist,
and I cherish every moment of the present =)

~*~cuz tonight, I knew what I ought to know~*~

and this picture....

a dedication,yes =)

Here Comes May!

2009-05-02T02:19:00.007+08:00

HaRLoOOOO~~!!! Finally, I'm back to revive my blog! Hehehe.. You know what, it feels really awkward out of a sudden, after so long of not writing anything. It takes me a while to ponder around on how to start the post. Haha! It's not a good sign isn't it? :P

Well, it's not that I was lazy or anything but I was really caught up with tonnes of assignments, project file, prep for Cibtac exam: Practical, Oral & Theory. It was all.. over now. And March-April was such a stressful time for me. Anticipating this and that, tying the lose ends, pulling up the socks, one-two buckle the shoe, three-four shut the door.. (list goes on and on).

And I really understand what Zhi Xiang meant by his sleeping time just went unhealthy cuz mine did as well. Super duper unhealthy and hormonally IMBA! Haha.. Pimple attack all over again and that's why I said, I'm just gonna heal naturally this coming month. Recuperating Period now :)

This is my 100% completed Project File

throw you also can die err..

Mm keng mm kok, I have been in Stella-In for already 8 months which after completion of Cibtac Diploma, I'm technically a senior now. A senior that always late to class, a senior that skips classes, a senior that speaks broken mandarin and of course, a senior that handles waxing terribly... LOLS! But unexpectedly, I finished my waxing pretty fast and good during Practical Exam! Terlalu memuji diri.. Haha! Honours sure in hand?

HELL NO! LOLs. The theory paper was one hell of a crapsheet. I underestimated it.

Lols! 80 questions in 1 hour 30 minutes surely wasn't enough at all, asshole. And the usual questions in class were not even comparable to the standard of real Cibtac, asshole. Guess I just didn't prepare enough for theory and focused too much on Practical & Oral. Don't say Honours, Credit also don't know can get or not this time. LOLS!

Whatever... I still have Cidesco to go. Cibtac is now history.

what do we get after long hours of examination is a badge from UK Cibtac Board of Examination that printed in gold, Cibtac Student :)

Our examiner, Jenny Martin is an elegant lady with thick English accent. Wanted to take a picture with her but was doomed by the theory paper and went moodless. Lols! But we still had a group picture with her. As a token of appreciation, Mdm. Stella presented her with a little souvenir, a pewter jewellery box like the one from Royal Selangor. Not so little after all this souvenir. LOLS!

Well now, let me show you around my Practical Room :)

Han Yie at her best angle :P

Me diligently working :P tssk tssk

i'm a midget... :O

nevertheless, I like this picture LOLS! tht's a steamer anyways hahahaha!

Time flies and so fast it's already May. Mid year is coming. And it feels like I just celebrated New Year's Eve not too long ago. I guess, when you get older, you'd just notice tht time ticks faster unrealisingly.

2009 so far is one heaven of a good time for me with alot of unexpected happenings, new friendship bonded and lots more. Till here and I hope you like my current blog song. Sunny Day by Akon. It's very inspiring to me, someway somehow though I was not originated from the ghetto LOLS! But it's a new life I feel right now and how far I have diverted from the past :) All for good.

How could I taste the sweetness in life, if I keep remembering the bitterness of it. And without the bitterness, I wouldn't know what is sweet. A light at the end of the tunnel, I'm escaping :)

Check out Kenny Sia's blog on his latest vacation to Ireland. Interesting. Such serenic and peaceful place to visit. Kinda impressive that he did it all alone, and such independent man is attractive. LOLS! Who wants a man who swoons around chicks everyday, apung sin if you get what I mean HAHA!

*~~And now I look forward to everyday~~*

Winter Warmers

2009-04-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 8.1o a.m today, feeling really not-so-into class mood :) Well, I'm so sick of being a model for facials like for the past 8 months and the thing I despise most is the Make-up! It's more like CAKE-UP man! ZzzzZ!

So I skipped!

I had a date with Missy Phing at around 5 p.m. in Winter Warmers, yeah... it's Gurney Plaza again folks :P I guess I spend alot of time around in Gurney for the past 8 months but I'm not really sick of it, more like comfortable as if it's my second home now. Lolz!

So, we had an early dinner in Winter Warmers. I actually wanted to snap some photos of our pretty meals but I was too carried away with our on-going conversation :P I love my afternoon tea set so much! Cookies, scones, cakes, sandwiches etc etc etc :P YumZhi! No guiltiness felt at all :P

After that, Phing wanted to look for some lippies so we went down to Watsons for a shop-tour and as we stepped out from the store, we heard a loud screaming of a woman and next thing we knew was she was climbing on the rails near the escalator, trying to jump off from there!!!

Phing and I was like, OMG! And there was this young man that rushed to her in a nick of time and had a grasp of her! I thought that was her boyfriend but apparently not! She was still struggling then suddenly a guy appeared in the scene and shouted at her, "LU MAI SIAO LIAO LU, CHO SIAO TOH CHI PENG" (Don't try to be silly and fool around here!" in a harsh manner!

Obviously everyone was looking like it was some kinda TVB drama. And the girl kept screaming, "WA EH SI HO LU KUA, WA KUA LU AN CHUA!" (I'll die in front of you, I'll see what you can do!" Me: GULPS* Looking at the guy's rusty face like lorry geng yau choi geng kor, (being rolled over by a lorry over countless times) the thought of dying for him is quite... traumatizing. LOLS! But then, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder~!

Before the scene was over, Phing was like nudging me.. "OMG, lets go lets go..." And we quickly went away but I could still hear the girl screaming and the guy was still asking her to quit it. Well, alot were going through my mind but the obvious reason could be, he wanted to break up with her but she didn't want it. But how weird to break up in front of LeoMag Waffles, beside a blender stall, near a lingerie kiosk at the basement of Gurney Plaza? My-my, Gurney Plaza is sure happening... LOLS!

Seriously, the scene still haunt my mind till now. Not because I'm kaypo but it's sorta like a deja-vu to me. Nope! I did not try to commit suicide over some chau geng geng (rotten longan) before Hahaha! but this kinda scene is my 2nd time! The 1st was directly opposite my apartment where the girl was saved by Ah-Boy the GUARD! :P And I was there to witness the start till the end.

Of cuz, for a sane mind.. committing suicide over a guy who doesn't appreciate you is a stupid move but since when women are not stupid when it comes to Love? It's just on the scale of 1-10, which is us. Sometimes, it's really not so much of needing a man in our lives, it is just... Love. Ahh~ Complicated...

After that, we met Hui Fen and she was still as funny as she was. She had some really major breakouts entire face and she heard that I'm studying beauty therapy now and promptly asked me, can her face be saved? Lolz! I was like.. Lolz! Hoi! You think I'm a Dr now yea? Lolz! SAVE~~ But of cuz, I asked her to see a Dermatologist first before going for salon treatments for maintenance cuz no one knows if she was allergic to some kinda irritants or what. Would make the skin worse if just simply treat it :S

Then, we just walked around Gurney doing some window shopping. I bet there are more stuff to shop in KL for Phing than in Penang :P We said goodbye around 9.00 p.m. cuz Phing might be going back tomoro!

It had been almost a month since my last post, and my viewers count have dropped to 1-2 viewers/day.. Haha! I'll revive it after this month, after my Cibtac! I'm so looking forward for my holidays in May! Hopefully I could make all the plans come true! ByeS for now! twInk*!

p/s: o-yea, i went for my photo shoots already and the pictures are coming out next week. pray that it's nice.. namo namo namo.. LOLS!

Too Shy To Ask, Too Proud To Lose

2009-03-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

HER POINT OF VIEW- My Best Friend's Wedding.

It was his wedding day. As I finished giving final touches to my mild makeup, my thoughts flew back to my old school days. The first time I met him, he was just another face in the crowd. We met occasionally through common friends and soon, we became good friends. He never spared a chance to irritate me, which was not very difficult for me too. We always ended up fighting and patching up the next day only to fight again. 2 years flew by but nothing changed. Our friends knew we were very close and teased us incessantly. We would blush but still continue fighting, hoping that the fight would conceal my blush.

Everyday I would wait impatiently for him to come, even walking passed my class. If I didn't see him for even a day my heart would not be in whatever I do. I would roam around listlessly. I attributed it to the fact that I did not have my daily quota of fights and patch ups. We grew up together in the 2 years, but as time went by we became more aware of our friends making fun of the usual gossip about us. I was too shy to ask, and too proud to lose. I realised then that I slowly reduced our fights and spent less and less time together.

Graduation Day finally rolled its red carpet to us. In the midst of sharing the excitement, he came to me and said he was leaving to another city for his tertiary. And he paused for a long quiet moment. I tried to read what was in his mind and God, I swear that Einstein's equation were much easier to understand than a guy's mind. The beating of my heart dropped as I held my breath when I heard him said, "I'm leaving tomorrow."

I had always taken it for granted that I could see him whenever I wanted to. For the first time I realized how much he meant to me. All our friends were there to say goodbye at the airport. I wanted to say so much, but I didn't know how to convey my feelings. Even if I knew, that was too late for me to patch up this time. He gave all of us a tight hug and as he crossed the security checkpoint, I realized at that moment that he meant more to me than anything else. He was my best friend but I also realized, I had unknowingly, unconsciously fallen in love with him. I looked as he disappeared into the thick crowd. I felt a sudden pain in my heart that had never been felt, before.

But he was gone. There was not a day, not an hour when I didn't think of him. My friends realized something was amiss, as they had never seen me so silent and so lost in thoughts. When they found out the reason, they felt it was just a crush and that it would go away. Some suggested finding out his whereabouts, but I didn't want them to. I was happy to be in love. I didn't want to think that there were two possibilities, he might love me or he might not. I was happy that I was in love and it was just beautiful.

There were times when I would miss the sharing, the companionship, and the sweet nothings that people in love felt and enjoyed. My love was one sided but it was love nevertheless. He was always there in my thoughts and what better companionship can I ask for? Time flew. I went to university and then to work. Through the years I heard bits and pieces of news about him. I heard he was abroad, studying. And then I heard he was in love.

My heart broke before it was even healed. The rational side of me knew that since I had never told him how I felt, I should accept what happened today. As much as I tried, I couldn't stop thinking about it. I would spend the whole day putting up a smiling face for the people around me, and fall into my bed, tears streaming down my face , just like the first night he was gone.

I realized I had to face the truth. He was my first love and would always be, but I realized life has much more to offer than just an old school crush. I wanted to move on, be happy and maybe meet someone whom I would love and who would love me. Surprisingly, fate decided to help me in its own way. I met his mom by chance and she promptly invited me for his wedding. I realized the only way to come to terms would be to actually go for his wedding. I knew, once I see him happily married, I could and would get over it. I came back to the present with a start, as my mobile phone rang. It was my friend asking me out for a movie. I told him I was going to a marriage to meet a long lost friend and hung up. I was ready, to face the reality.

HIS POINT OF VIEW- My Best Friend at My Wedding

I just came out of the shower. The new suit was lying on the bed. It was a memorable day for me, my wedding day. I was getting ready when my mother entered the room and told me that my friends had come and they were waiting to see me in the hall. I just glanced through the window and I could see all my friends chatting n laughing, people who had been with me through my thick n thin. Out of the many old faces, then I saw her, an angel, and my best friend. She looked really beautiful, had put on some weight, n carried the cute little smile that I always admired. I slowly started traversing back, memories started pouring in, and it has been a long eight years since I last saw her.

I first met her in school when we were all waiting in the school hall for the students administrator to divide us into classes. She was sitting at the row, directly in front of me. She was cute, shy and a bit funny too. We occasionally met through some of our common friends. Slowly, she became a part of my life. We used to have lunch together, gossiped around, and made fun of the teachers and those were the moments when we felt that nothing existed beyond us in the entire universe.

She used to wait for me when I had special classes and pretend that she was revising for the test that was no where near than 2 months away. Life was so much of fun. No day ended without fighting and patching up. At times, there was nothing to talk, but still I craved to talk. That's when I used this weapon of fighting. She was quite adamant, never gave up so quickly, and I enjoyed every moment of those precious times when we fought and argued and then patched up. There were times when our friends teased us of a growing affinity, something beyond friendship. I pondered about it at times, but she was very quick to dismiss it every time. I slowly started realizing that we were made for each other. But I was to shy to ask, and too proud to lose.

But, fate had other ideas. My father got a transfer and he had tertiary plans laid out for me and my family had to move to a new city in a short notice, as soon as after Graduation. The day arrived at the airport and I expected her to say a lot. I was looking into her eyes, trying to read what's going on in her mind, realized at that moment, Einstein's equations were much easier to understand than what was going on in a girl's mind. She never uttered a single word, just said a good-bye and best of luck. And the boarding announcement broke the silence. I gave her a tight hug, wishing her to at least give me a hint of reassurance. She did not.

She never contacted me after that. I joined college and went abroad for my further studies. I always made sure that she knew what I was doing and where I was through our common friends, hoping against hope that someday she would realize the love for me hidden in the deep cavities of her heart, and she would say those words which I longed to hear for years. But it never happened. She finished her education and later she joined a reputed software company. I slowly started accepting the fact that I was not the kind of guy she would like to spend her life with.

In the meanwhile, I met a girl who fell deeply in love with me. Knowing the pain of an unfulfilled love, I accepted her proposal, and our marriage got fixed. But, I wanted to see my angel at least once again in my life. I asked my mother to pass on the invitation to her; somehow I strongly felt that she would surely turn up for my wedding.

There was a thud sound and I came back to reality. She was still sitting there and laughing, maybe to one of the jokes cracked by my friends. I knew at that moment, mine was not a lost love; it will always be there in my heart. If it was there for eight years, it will last forever, till I reach my grave. Just that we had to move ahead in life, in different directions. My wife put her hands around mine, and I walked her towards my friends and there, my angel. I was ready, to face my reality.

Noob Case

2009-03-19T00:04:00.005+08:00

LOlz. I shall begin this post with.... BODY COMBAT CLASS IS NOT FOR A NOOB LIKE ME! Lolz...

Today, as usual.. I went for Gym in Celebrity Fitness. I was planning to spend like an hour for Cardio and 1 hour for Sauna including baths and etc. But fate said otherwise, I bumped into a friend and she promptly invited me to join her for Body Combat. I was hesitating at first but she said it was the first launching with the theme BACK TO SCHOOL, so I decided to give it a try.

That was how my noobness begin....

I was supposed to meet her outside the class at 8.30 p.m but when I reached at 8.25 p.m Everyone was ready inside there, door was closed. Lolz. And I thought it was a good chance for me to slip away. I wasn't ready for it anyways. But again.. FATE SAID OTHERWISE, she saw me and waved me to come in. Lolz.

I positioned myself in the least attractive place in the class. Far to the corner of the class :P And the music started, the trainers got up to the stage.. only to find that my "eye candy" was coaching it! :O He's not local. He looks like a hybrid of Christiano Ronaldo + Fabregas and I knew there were distractions LOLz! I have no idea why it's themed as BACK TO SCHOOL but the trainers were dressed in SCHOOL UNIFORMS. YES! BAD BOYS LOOK.

Lolz. There's only one word for Body Combat. HELL! I was stuck in there for an hour. Imagine that crap. I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL. It's just like, you are supposed to follow their guide and seriously, it's very hard to keep up with them. There are so god damn fast in their moves. It would seriously help if they would just face to the mirror than facing the learners, because people get so confused with LEft and Right!!!

Anyways, back to my story.. I guess I'm the worst in the class. LOLz! Everyone was good on their own except me that the trainer came and guided me LOlz! He gave me hand signals how to turn and jump and kick and punch but I was still darn lost in space.. and he eventually gave up! LOLS! Yeah, I'm a noob :P ONLY IN BODY COMBAT I HOPE :P (Apong, shhh... dun mention bout the treadmill okay?) Lolz!

Well, of cuz, it's good to look at other people doing it. Very swift but heck, I can't! It made me felt like I'm Mike Tyson or smth Lolz! Nope, not my cup of tea. I won't do it again. HAHA!

And the climax of the story was....... I LOST MY LOCKER KEYS! Ultimately, according to a Bobo behind me.. she told me that she saw some fuckface pulled his towels and my keys flew along with it.. And she said it dropped into some boxes or some holes or something! And I couldn't find it at all... ARGHH!!!!! It was so close to 10 p.m. and where on Earth I could manage to get a locksmith???!! Even calling the locksmith is a hassle itself, no guys supposed to be in the locker room where girls are only with towels and bras. :S

Most importantly, I was suffering severe dehydration as I left my water bottle in my locker and I absolutely need a towel to wipe off my flowing sweats. I looked HIDEOUS! LOLZ!

That was when it led me a chance to approach my "eye candy" LOLS! I thought of many ways to start a conversation with him but I never would have thought that it would be "I lost my locker keys. Can you please turn on the white lights?" while I looked the worst in my life at that moment. LOLLOLOLS x 1000 million times. NOOB!

So, he went to dig the boxes, the other trainers joined him.. I felt like a complete noob losing her keys that caused by some fuckface trying to pull his towels. He should be the one that supposed to look for it!!!! And I swear, the scene of 3 muscular men finding for some keys in small loops and holes of the box was damn FUNNY! LOLOLOLS!!!

And he found a weird object, something looked like dried onion bulb inside the box and and asked if it were mine, FUNNY IT IS but I was more horrified of the thought of losing my keys :S We looked for a while and I just kept my cool until he said, "Nope, there are no keys here." And my vocab was so fantastic under stress I replied, "Fuck!" LOLz... *Sigh* It's so not decent :S Not impressive at all :S *Sigh*

And that was when another trainer popped up and say, "Don't worry. I've got good news for you. We can cut the lock for you." #%$%$$^^&&^%$##@!!!!&*&^%%%!!!! SHOULDN'T HE SAID THAT EARLIER AND SAVE ALL OUR TIME??!!! The word FUCK COULD HAVE BEEN WAIVED IN THIS CONTEXT! :P HE JUST MADE ME FELT LIKE A COMPLETE NOOB LOSING HER KEYS FOR 10 MINUTES!

So I went to the counter, waited damn long for a Female coming with a huge iron cutter and she followed me to my locker with every girls looking at us and she said. "Awww.. Your lock is so new. I cut it okay?" Lolz.. I told her, "I know. I'm damn new too" Lolz! So she asked how the incident happened and she suggested that I pinned my keys to my towels next time.

I looked at my torn keypad. I looked at my sweat drenched outfit. I looked at my locker again. Good Game! I couldn't bathe at all cuz I couldn't just leave things there unlocked... and for sure, I would have to get into my Vios with the stinky tinky smell. ARGHH!!! I HATE THAT FUCKFACE!!! I threw all my stuff into the bag and stormed out another second. Worst day had in Gym! Nothing would happen if I hadn't joined the Body Combat. Grrr! I was NOOB THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE CLASS. *thumbs up*

Moral of the story: Should you lose your keys in Celebrity Fitness and even if it is close to 10 p.m., you don't need to worry for 1 second. They can cut it for you. And you won't happen to slip the word FUCK to your "eye candy". That is so uncool and... I'm not returning to the Body Combat class ever in my life!

Thank you for spending 3 minutes on this crap. ARGHHH!!!

Marley and Me Reviews

2009-03-09T14:33:00.004+08:00

This is a continuation from last night's Marley and Me post. Sorry for I was too emotional last night that I couldn't really write a good review. And man, Marley and Me is a great show based on a true story of the writer John Grogan with his love and hate best friend, Marley :)

Actually, there wasn't any movie at all in my mind that I wanted to watch. Looking at the latest movie list, nothing seemed appealing to me. All I'm waiting for is Little Ashes and New Moon :P

Brian picked me up at 8.00 p.m. and we spent at least 1/2 hour on the road, deciding where to dine. Jam here and there, at last we headed to Waterfall Lil' Cottage. As usual, had my favourite Grilled Almond Fish. Then we gossipped bout my sister the rest of the dinner :P

It was movie time and we had no idea which movie to watch. Too late for early shows and too early for late shows. In the end, we picked Marley & Me and thank God I did not insist to watch Watchmen, Kah Whai told me after that it was a stupid movie. HAHA!

Marley is a Labrador, the world worst Labrador :)

First of all, I think Owen Wilson and Jennifer Aniston look pretty good together :) Honestly, looking from left to right, up and down, inside out.. I still think Jennifer Aniston looks way hotter than the si chipung bin, Angelina Jolie :P No pouty lips and steamy gaze. Yays for that :)

So far, Marley and Me is the first movie in 2009 that have really touched my heart. It's not like any other romance comedy where man-woman waiting for one another to fall in the lovetrap instead, it depicts a realistic married life of a couple. Circumstances that bring both joy and despair. It's so true.

John and Jenny Grogan

I find that the movie relates so much to me, not just because I'm a dog lover myself but then the perspective of having children, it's really a pretty big responsibility and so much hectic changes we have to adapt to. In this case, I'm definitely relating to John Grogan more as he's the one with no-kids-theory :) but unfortunately..... he leaked.. HAHAHAHA!

And it's when all these problem arise, when responsibilities and commitment get out of control, when a happy married life suddenly goes stale and kids become the only topic. Zzz! Jenny decided to dismiss Marley-the-Mess from the Grogan Family as she couldn't put up to so much crap anymore and is soon suffering from post natal syndrome. Of course, John Grogan wouldn't do it by all means.

In the end, as they finally able hit the patch-up button and able to adapt to the new life, Marley is ready to go. People say that, when a dog knows that he's dying, he'll run away from home and spend his last minutes and seconds of life alone. Marley was lost and found.. but in the end, he was lost forever. Putting him to sleep was the last thing John Grogan would do, but that was the only thing he could do too.

At Marley's dying bed, John Grogan whispered to him, "Of all the times when we said you're the world worst dog, don't ever believe it for even one second of that. We have always loved you, and you know it."

And that was the life of Marley T.T

Marley the Clearance Puppy... T.T

"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to him. A waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his." -John Grogan.

Tears.

After the movie, I asked Brian to drop me at Pei Wen's place. I got too absorbed into the movie and I was pretty quiet the whole journey there. Reaching the place, there were some happening issues and I stayed till 3 a.m. pestering Pei Wen for an answer while the adults drank their time away :P And I've yet to get the answer *tapping fingers* :P

And as for now, I got to change my bedsheet already. And lastly, I give Marley and Me a grade of, GREAT A!

Marley and Me

2009-03-09T04:10:00.003+08:00

I tot it was a romance comedy. I mean.. it is, a romance comedy but only with a sad ending :( I'm a sad ending kinda freak anyways.. but that was too much to bear. Marley... I couldn't hold back my tears and they started streaming out at the last 30 minutes of the show.

*Heaven. A gateway to hope. Just like a feeling I need, it's no joke.*

I wish the world would just stop moving so fast. That the Sun is not rising in a couple of hours from now. Watching how peaceful is Mikey, sleeping like a little baby under my blanket now :) He loves the air cond :) Just like Marley, Mikey will leave me someday. I try not to think of it right now. I shouldn't.

Charitable Choya

2009-03-02T00:03:00.004+08:00

ArrrRRRRRR!!! My whole body is aching!... My back, my arms, my thighs, my feet aaarrrRRR.. practically the whole body!

*peeping left* *peeping right*... pheeeW~ Thank God the dead blog announcer is not around the cornet yet! :P I know I know, there are spider webs everywhere in my blog since I last updated like Feb 18? Actually, it's not too long oso lerr :D

Rights, back to my story. The story of how did I get my whole body so worked up this weekend (Sat-Sun). And it begins with...

Not hitting the Gym but making up for 100 over kids in Dewan Sri Pinang for a charity organised ballet dance performance by Green Apple Ballet School. 100 over kids with just 5 make-up artists! :O I took it as a voluntary work, another experience :P Something I decided to do, out of school actually :)

Us, at the corridor of the dressing room! Too early :) Nothing to do.

As I mentioned, it was a charity so we didn't expect much in return. But then I was surprised the organiser gave us ang pao which was a 3 figure. As I said, it was voluntary work you see. But whatever :P

And you might think that it's as simple as ABC 123 to make up for kids but SHEET! Noway! You need high level of tolerance and patience to do that! Bending down all the time, stabilising the arms while doing the make-up is a physical training to me. That's where my muscle aches came from :O

And here I applied the lipstick nicely, next moment they went to eat and came back.. "che che, che che... lipstick no more." "Che che, che che, I want glitter." "Che che, che che, what is this, what is that..." Lolz.. And some even call me Auntie okay? KIDS :D

very packed dressing room.

And let me tell you what, kids nowadays are such gossip queens. They even know how to use the word emo. Lolz. I only learnt the word emo when I was 18. Hahaha!

a bunch of them warming up with their instructress, so preeety!

Actually this group is not really my favourite one, I prefer the younger ones with their lovely ballet dresses.. So cute! But I was too busy to snap photos of them. It was really a very colourful backstage scene :) Alot of costumesss....

Other than the kids, there were actually a group of adults performing Belly Dancing (nice body) :D and some performing Mamma Mia ala ABBA. My God! I couldn't tolerate the guys with the retro outfit. HIDEOUS!!!!

why not they have someone like Channing Tatum in Step Up. Aih LOLS!

In the midst of practising, the principal of Green Apple, Ms. Grace popped up to thank everyone in the dressing room. I swear she is gorgeous! I mean... she's such a graceful figure, by the way she talks and walks... you'll tell she's a dancer. She was complimenting their dance and I find it so hillarious the way she said it, "Sui.. chin chia si sui, sui ka wa eh sim pun kui hua" Lols! Only artistic people would say this man! So CHIM! :P

ANyhow, it was really a great experience at the backstage. Though it was tiring, but the effort was all worth it :) For the first time, my skills and knowledge came handy. But the thing is... I'm going to skip my morning class tomoro... And I just want to end this post with..

AiyErrrRrr~~ LOLS!

WoOooO~

2009-02-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

At this very moment of time, as I am typing this piece of crapshit, I hear a very pitiful yet eerie cry of a female voice from somewhere out there around my balcony. I don't know, perhaps my neighbour from a unit below, side or above is crying in her balcony and the sound travels through my balcony. If isn't, this sounds utterly creepy. I think I should go sleep now :S

Mikey's responsive barking isn't helping much :S What's this man??? :O

Some Words Best Kept Unsaid

2009-02-15T03:03:00.004+08:00

There's a question that will never have an answer,
It isn't because there is none,
But how can one answer to a question when.. either way,
It kills at least one life.

Keep running, keep chasing,
It isn't the shoe that I fear tearing,
Nor the burn in my lungs I fear feeling,
But it is the gap I fail filling,
A speed I fail catching,
Look back~ I am already falling.

There are times,
I wish it never started,
Yet, there are times,
I'm glad it once happened... but either way,
There's one heart remained unopened.
Yours or mine?

Frozen.

Perhaps,
There's one life to kill- let it be mine,
Perhaps,
There's a race to go- I choose to see you win,
But I plead this time- it's my heart to be left unopened,
For I am too modest to show you,
My no where near to perfection,
A bleeding heart with cuts and wounds.

-tung hing-

Little Ashes

2009-02-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

Dum dum dum.. I.am.back... TraLalalLAla... Hee!

Sorry for having my blog dead for a couple of weeks.. I was just busy collecting "ang paosssS" :P Now that I'd made sure everyone in the list had given me, I shall rest relax and start blogging again.. Haha!

So, what is Little Ashes anyways? Erm... It's actually a movie, official release in March 27 2009, based on the real life stories of 3 young but gifted gentlemen, a formidable trio that formed the most ultra modern group in Madrid in 1920's.

1) The eccentric and unusually imaginative artist, Salvador Dali

Aura of an artist has to be this:- :P

He is... well yea.. eccentric teramat sungguh sekali.. HAHA!

And now is the interesting part. Who is starring as Dali?

I can't believe it myself either... :P

ROB PATTINSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lols! I really have to put my hats off to him. Just before this, he was portraying as the sexy good bad boy vampire, Edward Cullen and he had manufactured a swarm of girl fans out of the blue and now what? Carrying another total.. totally... unusual character of the legendary artist, Salvador Dali? Haha! Such a contrast than in Twilight!! :P But so what? I admire his flexibility in portraying different different characters :P

2) A charismatic but controversial young poet, Federico Garcia Lorca whom was murdered near an olive tree :O

He's gay though :P

Starring by Javier Beltran

3) A legendary Spanish film-maker, Luis Bunuel

Wuthering Heights was one of his production :)

Starring by Matthew McNulty

As interesting as it may sound to the fellow lovers of art, history & literature, I feel so sorry to inform you that... This movie is banned from Lembaga Perfileman Malaysia. LOLS! Stupid as it is but WHy?

It's not just because our beloved ROb Pattinson is swimming naked in the water :P but it's because of the scandalous affair he has in the movie Lols.. With his good friend... FEDERICO GARCIA LORCA! Hahaa... Yes, gay elements :P And you know it well, how narrow minded is our country so.. :( but I'm going to get it by hook or by crook!

Here's the synopsis of the movie:

In 1922, Madrid is wavering on the edge of change as traditional values are challenged by the dangerous new influences of Jazz, Freud and the avant-garde.

Salvador Dali arrives at the university; 18 years old and determined to become a great artist. His bizarre blend of shyness and rampant exhibitionism attracts the attention of two of the university's social elite - Federico Garcia Lorca and Luis Bunuel.

Salvador is absorbed into their decadent group and for a time Salvador, Luis and Federico become a formidable trio, the most ultra-modern group in Madrid. However as time passes, Salvador feels and increasingly strong pull towards the charismatic

Federico - who is himself oblivious of the attentions he is getting from his beautiful writer friends, Margarita. Finaly, in the face of his friends' preoccupations - and Federico's growing renown as a poet - Luis sets off for Paris in search of his own artistic success.

Federico and Salvador spend the holiday in the sea-side town of Cadaques. Both the idyllic surroundings and the warmth of the Dali family sweep Federico off his feet.

Salvador and he draw closer, sharing their deepest beliefs, inspirations and secrets, convinced that they have found a kind of friendship undreamt of by others. It is more that a meeting of the minds; it is a fusion of souls. And then one night, in the phosphorescent water, it becomes something else...

Watch this thriller to complete your suspense :P

No rules, no regrets, no return...

Little Ashes

Us Against The World by Christina Milian

2009-01-22T11:34:00.005+08:00

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more

I would still have you, baby

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war

I'll be fighting with you, baby

Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground

If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say

This is the only place for me

And no one could ever take that away

Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

The world, the world

You know it's us against the world

The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone

If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you

And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone

I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take

I'll leave my kiss my with you

If there's a wall between us, baby

I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say

This is the only place for me

And no one could ever take that away

Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I

Cuz your love is all I got

And this ain't never gon' stop

No, whoa

There's no distance here when we're apart

Come on in from the cold

Lay your head on my shoulder

Ride like a soldier

I'ma stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

The world, the world

You know it's us against the world

The world, the world, ohh (Repeat)

Oh my GOD! I'd been looking for this song hi and low after listening to it the first time on radio. But I always missed the title or caught up at the middle or end of the song! But I finally found it!

Singing along with the song, it reminds me of the world a girl chooses to live and believe in... when she's in love. Doesn't matter what anyone could say, it's just us against the world not just for a man, but for Love :)

Queer Eye For The Straight Guys

2009-01-18T14:24:00.004+08:00

I'm about to write up on one of the most controversial issues of all time...

People talk about them,

People make fun of them,

People avoid them,

Of people and them...

People choose not to understand them, for

They are not one of them :)

Who are they?

Oh yes, the Gays ;) I miss this show :P

It may not be necessary for us to give serious thoughts about the gays, so we thought.

But, have you guys (and girls too) ever give a thought to how would you guys respond to a confession of a friend, that he is a gay?

Is it,

Ohh okay, I see. (Backing off)

Really? Good for you! (Stay as friends) or

Don't be silly... (GASP*!!!!)

After much survey, I strongly conclude that, guys and girls think very differently of a

gay bestfriend :) Be it a manly gay or a girly-man. Man man man man man girly man man!! :P

Girls often find their gay bestfriends very interesting and intriguing, that we merely notice the "invisible" competition, you know... we like boys, and they want boys too :P Instead, we commiserate with the idea of WHAT A WASTE!!! :P

Haha! It's true... Our reflex action response very quickly "HAR SI MEH? PAK SENG NIA..." :P Cuz 9 out of 10 times, manly gays are.... irresistably attractive :P

Another point is that, girls have been struggling for millenia to try to make their boys understand them better. But often, it's a shrug-off matter for them. Girls & their PMS. For this, it's an amazing feeling that we finally have a "boy" that shares an equal or at least almost at the same wavelengths as us :P
And as for the straight guys, I'd come across comments like..."Actually, it's not that they are bad, but I just think it's gili." Well, it's only gili when you try to imagine their sexual preferences. But then it's just love & affection after all. Who has anything to say, right? Maybe your preferences for the girls creep them out too :P

And I had also come across guys that said, "I totally despise gays... as they are a big joke & a shame to our community." Urmm... for those of you that think this way, kindly define the phrase "a big joke & a shame". As I really don't get it, what is so funny and shameful for them to live lives the way they want and should? :O

I'll prepare some joke-o-meter or shame-0-meter to measure the level of fun then, if only there's any :)

Some extremists go to the lengths that promise, a hell at the end of a gay's life. Quote, "Because anyone willfully living that kind of lifestyle without ending it and putting it behind them is purposely sinning in God's eyes and undeserving of any kind of reward of eternal life."

Is this the word of the extremists? Or the word of God??? As far as I'm concerned or rather, brought up to believe that God created us, each so special that none the same. Then why do we end up here speculating His creation is a sin? Not like being born gay is a crime, it's nature.

But of course, each person has the right to cast their own thoughts and opinions about something. There's no right or wrong to that. After all, we are born different.

In a nutshell, most girls love their gay bestfriends :) If you guys think making fun of their gay bestfriends will make you look cooler, then you're wrong. You will just end up looking like a pathetic sang pepatung :P (random)

So if you guys happen to date a girl who has gay bestfriends, errr.. try not to insult them and instead, you should consider bringing them a fruit basket :D HAHA!

And maybe, you should stop feeling afraid that they'll hit on you because hitting on a straight guy to them is like climbing a fruitless tree :P End!

Golden Globe Freaks

2009-01-16T22:02:00.008+08:00

I know, I know~ News & gossips about the recent Golden Globe swirl around Yahoo and you guys don't need this kaypo post from me to get you guys updated.

I'm not trying to copy and paste the big chunk of news here for the sake of keeping my blog alive and kicking, after all... Apong will not accept a copy and paste job. LOLS!

I just... want to express my point of views and some... constructive opinions. Lols! Your comments are most welcome, then :)

First, I'd like to touch on the hit, WORST & BEST DRESSED!

Let's do some little comparison :)

Heidi Klum was one of the best dressed.

I'm just wondering... did she custom-made that gigantic red rose just to fit with her bulb dress or it comes with it as a piece?

Cuz it looks too exaggerating and honestly, I don't know why Heidi Klum could get in to best dressed when a dress like this couldn't?

I don't know who she is but hell, what's wrong with her dress?

She looks so amazingly sweet in it and yet... WORST DRESSED. WTF?

I guess, when you're a supermodel like Heidi Klum, whatever you wear, even a gigantic sized sunflower on your head,

the crowd still think it's IN FASHION :)

Next-o, Megan Fox in the WORST DRESSED colony too!

So tell me, how the hell could they finished Megan Fox off with WORST DRESSED celebrity when Angelina Jolie could get away from it...

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with the dress, it's fine actually.

It's so fine that I don't even see anything extraordinary in it to be labelled as BEST DRESSED!

After all, what is there can be wrong for Angelina Jolie?

Angelina Jolie you know? Mrs. Smith in shoots then Mrs. Pitt off shoots?

She with her pouty lips...

She and the multi adopted children with 31st century names :)....

She and her commercial kindness :)..

Mother Theresa of Holywood??

Puhlezz, give a shit to her.

See her chi pung bin oso sien!

Now, Eva Mendes with her.. leftover cloth? :)

Oh yea, she was one of the Best Dressed too and all I think is...
her designer didn't want to waste away the material so...
there it pops! the extended white cloth :)

So, the Critics Board did not miss their attention on Renee Zellweger :)

In a goood? or baad way??

Not so good actually... :O! WORST DRESSED!

To me, it's quite a daring move but I don't think it looks that bad.

I find it pretty classy in a way...but the Critic Board said she looked crappy in the mermaid-looking train :P

Really???

I tot it looks like Ursula's more... :P

But the BEST DRESSED that I don't get it at all is this one....

Tell me, which part of it looks good?

Of the colour and the design, nothing captivates me :O

It looks like some designer had stolen the monk's robe?

FASHION POLICE!!!!!

Done with the Worst & Best Dressed!

Now we shall proceed to the hit, Cutest Couple ;)

Heidi Klum & Seal were one of them :)

Cute?

Yea.. this is Seal upclose :O

He looks abit scary actually if he weren't a Celebrity. Lols! I might think that he's some kinda black mafia dealing with drugs :P

And then guess which couple is next??

Aih... Them again :S

BranGeLiNaaaaaaaa... Nanana nanana nana.. Nananana na nana
The most ultimate attention seekerS of the century, I'd say for the both of them :D

Did you guys know that they ignored Ryan Seacrest on the red carpet??

Take a look...

But I can't agree more that this couple looks really cute together ;D

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Bagai Pinang dibelah Dua :D

Tagged by Lis

2009-01-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Yes. I hate the smell.

2.How about drinking?
Once in a while, it's healthy :)

3. Do you liked someone you can’t have?
I always like people that I can't have! Haha.. Rob Pattinson?? YES! :D

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
No, not really. I'm pretty busy right now :D

5. Whats your favourite sport?
Swimming perhaps ;)

6.Its saturday night,you’re homealone..what do you do?
Blogging, Surfing & Reading :)

7. Do you like roller coasters?
Stop liking it since.... I watched Final Destination 3 :P

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
Err... the time when I truly know what I want in life.

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
Lols..... who else? Titi wanna remind me nia :P

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Shopping for CNY

11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
Anywhere.. but not Miraku, G-Hotel :O

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Yes.

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
Yes? No? Maybe??? I don't know~~ Can you repeat the question?? LOLS!

14. Do you like anyone right now?
Ideally.... nope.

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their hair :)

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
Beach

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson Z610i

18. Computer or laptop?
Laptop!!

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans I guess..

20. Which year has been the best so far?
2007 :)

How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
Twenty 2 :)

What should you be doing right now?
Studying :P

23.What is your favourite tv show?
ANTM

24. What’s been your last purchase?
Skin Food Seaweed Emulsion Cleanser :)

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
No!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
I fell down during hiking on the tar road. LOLS!

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
I read alot.... not coursebook but entertainment stuff :P

28. What is your favourite subject?
Biology

29. What’s the best things happened on you?
Friends & Family :)

30. 5 person to tag :
(1) ApongBalik
(2) Abura
(3) Pinkbag
(4) Noc
(5) Spontaneous Bullshit

Another Day Has Gone....

2009-01-04T15:33:00.008+08:00

(imagine you were reading this from a week ago. HEE!)
Rights, another day has gone and I'm drawing closer to 5th January 2009 as every minute passes by and as every second ticks away. I'm going to turn 21 officially 0~s0~soon!

Weeks before, it made me felt very nervous and anxious, you know.. the thought of growing up. But now, it feels pretty much the same as before like, just the same old me :) Talkative. Reckless. Noob. Crazy. Indecisive. Senseless. Full of shits. Yea, nothing has changed much, especially my height :P

Thanks to my lovely friends, this year's birthday experience was by far, the best I ever had :) I've been celebrating my birthday from 1st Dec 2009 till the 4th. Yeah, tonight my family is celebrating my b'day dinner in Miraku, G-Hotel.

I'm sure I'd mentioned about the New Year bash in my previous post :)
So last night, initially my birthday plan was to have a small dinner treat in Yu Mong (Jejala Ikan) Lolz! I chose that area based on a few reasons.

1) One of my friend/ "chi mui" wants to see Ms. Yu Mong :)

2) The place is open-air and by the seaside, and we can have good time talking out loud :)

3) It's near to Queensbay, can roll on movie plan anytime after dinner :)

4) It's nearer to Hock's house, since he has to be back by 2.00 a.m. Aihs "kong-yee-pek-ling-yee-pak-0-1-8-kosong-satu-lapan-leng-yat-pat-zeroNEH-oneNEH-eightNEH-interpolenGEH- :P

5) Cuz I want to eat Kerang Bakar. HAHA!

But seems like the rain god wasn't that cooperative with me. You see, I forgot to talk to see Mokgobja. LOLS! Remember who is he? :P So I had to drop that plan at the very last minute :( Sorry for the friends who had to travel down so far to FETTISH PARK :P

Yerps, I ended up treating them to a Chinese Chu-Char Restaurant. Come on, 21 already you know, koh chiak McD, A&W, KFC meh? LOLS! Must act like adults dee okay? Must go restaurant and gao gao tiam chai dee okay? Hee!

Lols, I must say that it was my first honourable time to tiam chai. HAHA! And you know what? Like Kah Whai, I SARK. Hahaha! I ended up ordering too much dishes with prawns... :P Take a bow at my dishes..

1) Supreme Seaweed Soup -Uber nice!

2) Sour Plum Spare Ribs - Yum zzh!

3) Nestum Prawn - Forgot to eat :P
4) Signature Tofu - Yum zzh!
5) Indonesian Curry King Prawn - U SARK!

6) Fried Porridge - mmm... noob pun ler.. HAHA!
7) Seafood Broccoli - Yum zzh!

I guess, that was all :P I hope you guys enjoyed :)

And now, let's take a peek at my prezieez okay :)

You see, everybody loves presents and gifts. So do I. But you know what I don't like about them? Unwrapping in front of people :P Cuz I just can't figure out what's the ideal expression. Lolz. Overjoyed may seem I'm greedy for the presents :P Often I'd try to suppress my excitement :P so that I don't look silly greedy bitch. HAHAHA!

After the dinner, we hopped to Coffee Island... a new hangout place situated somewhere along the stretch of Gurney Drive. And my-my... there were just peopleS and more peopleS.. But the ambiance was not too bad, as compared to Jacquelyn's green tea. Ha! :D

Lets take a look at some of the pictures taken there!

GirlfriendssS for LifE!

Boy(S)friendssS for Life!

Camwhore for Life! Ala~~

Tsu Hong, Me & Baldy for Life!

Pissed off for Life!

Side shot for Life! LOLS!

Noob face for Life! :P

Please stop that Khar Wai.. Lols!

Finally a decent pic.. Lolz!

I looked damn sleepy in this pic.. Lolz!

So basically, that was my 21st birthday celebration. Simple? Yes! Enjoyed myself? Bingo! :) And thank you so much for all of you that had shared for my presents. They are going to be my treasures for Life! :)

A White & Pink Gold Diamond Pendant!

a pretty floral dress :)

SKIN FOOD!!!!!! ROARRRRR!!! :D

Fragrant stiCKs??? They smell GREAT!

I can't believe I took a week to complete my birthday post! Lols! I have more juicy posts coming up soon so keep checking okays? It's just my schedule is abit tight lately so forgive me okayS? I haven't even finished Breaking Dawn.. stuck at the same page since last week! Now, it's already almost 2 a.m. I need to pack my stuff! x.o.x.o :P

F@rk U K@h W#@!, U $@rK

2009-01-02T02:18:00.002+08:00

Lolz! I'm outta idea of what to put as my blog title this time, so let just put it as this.. Lols.. Do you feel honoured you si chao lok Khar Wai? LOls!

Lols... Basically, I'm outta words tonight. Really outta words.... So outta words that it makes me... out of words. HAHAHA!

I hate surprises, I really do. Hahaha. Cuz it freezes my mind, ties my tongue, locks my muscles.. burns my soul. Yeah, it is that freaking bad. Lols!

Tonight, had been the freakiest night I ever had. Lols. The story begins with this...

I was supposed to meet Yu Yu at my house at 8.30 p.m. and then my sister called earlier in the afternoon, saying that she would touch down in Penang at 8.00 p.m. So my mum asked me to fetch my sister.

Then I sms-ed Yu Yu, apologising for the potong news. Would have to meet her up slightly later or tomorrow then :S

Then out of the blue~ after I hung up the phone with Yu Yu not too long ago, my mum called me from the room and said that she would go herself to fetch my sis since Yu Yu was coming to find me. Random.

So, I heed her advice and stayed home then. Some catching up stuff is good for the soul :) Actually I heard some noises from the stairs already. Thought my neighbour was having some kinda party :P

So around 9.00 p.m., Yu Yu turned up while I was feeding Mikey his dog food. She had a bottle of Sparkling Juice in her hands. Lols. So funny. HAHA!

Then we spent less than 1/2 hour of talk in my room and Yu Yu suddenly decided to go up to the rooftop to enjoy the view. Well, I made 2 glasses of Sparkling Juice and walked our way up to the rooftop then.

As we drew closer to the entrance, I realised there were these candles litted up on the floor, flickering an odd number-21. Lolz. I knew then what was going to happen. Swt! Yu Yu betrayed me :P

I immediately turned my head down and there! I saw ZX and the other boys coming up and daa daa boom! The door across me opened and I saw Ai Phing, Yi Ling then Jay Lin holding a birthday cake and CRASH! Nadialisa & Jane were there too! I mean, Lols NADIALISA, JANE & HOLY CRAP.. CONNIE CHENG WY KIN!!!!!! If Connie wasn't a surprise then I really don't know what else surprise could mean now. LOLS!

Lols. I had known her for 10 years and she had never once turned up for my birthday even she was cordially invited. And now, out of the freaking purple moon.. SHE WAS THERE~~!

And they began to sing a birthday song to me which that was really the first time I felt birthday song was too long. ZzzZ.. :P And I Made a wish.. as simple as.. shhh :P

I was outta words, speechless and I really didn't know what to say. It was as if I was raised up and only taught of the words: My God, Thank you, Surprised. Crazy. I just didn't know how to act. What am I supposed to do next. Lolz!

I know I looked stunningly stupid and totally crappy with my hair simply tied up, with ragged short pants and a torn Coca Cola tees :P I looked like I just finished painting my house :P Never to forget my pink Bata slippers. Crap that! And the last time I bathed was like 2 p.m. HAHA!

I stood there several minutes with the cake in my hand. Thanking and laughing and that was all I knew. Then Ai Phing reminded me that I should cut my cake, well thanks girl. I was dumb struck HAHA!

Luck was not on our side as it started drizzling. Oh noes, we just had to move back into my house. My house. Lolz.. I admit, it's a pathetic small tau kua sized nest, with my brother's kiki kak kak all around the place. Lols, I just want to say SoRRy FriEnDS for stuffing you guys in a small room :P It was better than the rain right- at least :S

We wanted to go for dinner but we ended up staying in the small room talking for a while till some of them had to make a move. It was pretty late then at 11.00 p.m. we finally thought of going somewhere else for supper :) We went Northam Beach in the end. We finished off around at 1.00 a.m.

That was my birthday bash in advance :D 1st Dec 2009. I said I expected something great to happen this year but never thought that it was this soon. LOLS!

Anyways, I have some messages here, dedicated to each and everyone of you here who made my night :)

Yu Yu- Thank you so much for being part of the organiser. Lolz. I'll always remember this and you owe me a big deal for it. LOLS!

Yi Ling- LOLS! I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU DIDN'T END UP CALLING THE WHOLE 5 Sc 1 HERE! Hahahhaha! Ling!!! :P

Ai Phing- Well, thank you for the cake. I know it's not your idea but Tsu Hong's :P So thoughtful of him. Appreciate it :D

Jacq- You cheeky little corporate girl. LOLS! I really appreciate your time here, I know you are one busy personnel now. HAHAHA! Catch up soon.. and lets lose our weight HAHA!

Jay Lin- Lolz. I regretted didn't smash that cake onto your face :P since it was in your hands! HAHA! But really thank you for coming up all the way here for this crazy thing :P I love that fragrant sticks. But not going to stick them into any holes in my body HAHA!

Nadialisa- Lolz You are one of the surprise itself. I would really want to catch up with you on another date. I mean, tonight was so surprising I just didn't know what else to say :) Thanks for coming and the gift.

Jane- This time you were not seen flying like you were seen in Yu Yu's birthday last time huh? Lolz. Got some skills already I see. HAHAHA! Thank you thank you for your gift. When I reached home, my mum already stole it and placed it in her room. Swt :P

Connie- You chau lok! Lols.... How dare you berkomplot with them to do this to me! Haha. One day you'll know the consequences :P

Huo Kit- Baldy, grow your hair! Lols. Thanks for coming. I don't have anything to say to you since you're bald now. LOLS.. Joking! Yeng la yeng la!

Kah Whai- Fark U! U sark!!! Actually.. I know who is that Cam Gigandet. haha!

Siew Lay- U suck even more cuz you weren't here. Kononnya Chibi Maruko live. Lan got la you! LOLS!

Hock- I decided to end this friendship with you as soon as the clock struck 12 am last night actually. Lolz! You know what's the reason, don't you.? VV! Hhahaa! But since you drove all the way from Tesco Xtra to here. I give you double credit. Now you're no longer WCF.. You are... BFITEU, Decipher tht! :P You left your bookmark in my room :P

ZX- Wah down. Tonight you were haunted by Jagung Muar Chee I see.. HAHA! Maybe jagung would be the key to your weight gaining? Lols. Random I am. I wasn't that random until I got to know you years back. HAHA! And I notice something bout you. You can't take Sparkling Juice at all. You get uncontrollable :P HAHA

Prashant- Thanks for being part of this. Appreciate it. AHAHA but I'm jealous that you're hair is trendier than mine. Lols! Sorry for all the shortage :P My unit is not so spacious as yours :P

I guess I didn't miss out anyone rite? Hee! O-yea. I din know you guys brought 2 extra bottles of Sparkling Juice. I just realised it :S Sorry. SHud have shared them with you guys instead of plain water :(

Lols. Though I hate surprises, I will always adore you guys and girls for making my 21st year on Earth a truly memorable experience :) Lolz. Now I understand why Bella hates surprises. HAHA! It really caught me off guard and I don't like being... a helpless noob :P Well unless... Rob Pattinson is part of it. LOLS! I'd die 1 million times for this surprise HAHAH! JK!

Thank you lu lang! LOLS. Love you guys and girls.. LOTS! Nites.

New Year, New Resolutions

2009-01-01T02:18:00.006+08:00

Goodbye, 2008! Welcome, 2009 :D

Long story snipped short, 2008 wasn't a very good year for me though I picked up alot of new experiences along the way :) Nevertheless, I still feel thankful to God that everyone that is dear to me-family & friends, lived through 2008 together with me, safe and sound :)

Now, we are in 2009! Don't you feel blessed of the chance given to you? So, stop whining and moping bout the past. A past is always a past, and it will continue to haunt you if you keep staying in that dark room. Walk out, leave them but never to forget them of course. So that you will not fall into the same trap again! :D

I know, it's easier said than done but guess what? I'm not born an adult and I had been thru what exactly some of you are going thru and trust me, time heals and you're the only antidote. No one can help you if you refuse to help yourself. That's all.

I know, I'm too proud at times and yes, I'm proud of myself :P Haha! In some ways.. not like what you're thinking but heaven, it's enough that I know myself :P

Now, lets talk about New Year's Resolutions! I'm sure everyone has something they want to share. Here's a piece of mine! :P

1) Getting my body back in shape. LOls!
2) Sleep earlier, even a minute counts! :P
3) NOT TO BE LATE ANYMORE :P
4) Learn to say "No, I don't want to"!
5) Level up my confidence!
6) Complete Cibtac & Cidesco (My UK + Swiss Diplomas) with Honours- this is abit hard LOLS!
7) Be cool & chic LOLS!
8) Be a more patient Mum ;)
9) Be patient for New Moon :P
10) Still unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Rob Pattinson HHAHAHHA!

That's all I can think of at the moment. Haha! Really, this year's feeling is amazing. Not because I'm getting older but it's just a feeling of... excitement Haha. Like I can sense some interesting stuff coming up, not too sure what those are anyways :P

Anyways, thank you for the few minutes of your precious time spent here in my blog.

Tang Yuan

2008-12-28T14:37:00.006+08:00

It has been a while since my mum last "soh yee" :P Cuz none of us at home is a fan of "yee". Lolz! I wonder what's "yee" called in English. Mmm.. let me see *thinking hard*. Could it be... glutinous rice flour balls? That's one heck of a long name :P

Thanks to my noob bro that suddenly developed cravings for "yee" so my mum took the hassle to make some this year, though it was way pass the "yee" season :P My mum doesn't really fancy colourings in her cooking so she only made yellow ones for us :P Nope, not banana. Not lemon too.. ah ah.. not nangka/ cempedak either :P

BorinG bUt TaStY HuaN ChU fLaVouRed BaLLs!

sweet sweet potatoeS!

We got very excited when my mum asked us to help her in the kitchen, the feeling was like.. getting kiddy all over again :P But a good daughter like me would obviously help her right from the start till the end ler.. LOLS! Unlike my noob bro! He offered to help us but after 4-5 biji he complained "Sien lo, bo ho ee eh. Mai cho liao" *&^$#%&... "Chiak toh gao, cho toh mm cho ho ho" I snapped :P

But after a while, Chin joined us and my bro came again. Luckily before he set his hands on the dough again, Chin was quick enough to urge him to go wash his hands. She saw him scratching his pants (butt!) just seconds ago~ LOLz! YuCkS.... lucky US :P

The usual him, after another 4-5 biji. He started to get bored again and he was seen making funny funny shapes of "yee". Pillow shaped, pig shaped and hell lots more but was flattened by my mum after each and every, asked him not to play play. Lolz! Well, only one cute one survived, made by Chin. Haha!

TaDaa!

PiGgY!!!!

Back view!!

Chubi neeh~

And then it was time to dump them into boiling water!

looking like fish balls... :)

piggy so alone :(

I was thinking of keeping that cute piggy for several days in the fridge. And then my phone rang and I went to pick it up in my room. The next thing I knew was... my noob bro munch it down his stomach already %^&*!#$%%%!!

And have you guys seen Mikey in clothes before??

Here's my Baby :)

mai siao siao.. HOTTIE ok his shirt. Lols!

ChoP ChOP cHoP!!!

2008-12-25T22:17:00.004+08:00

How are my holidays doing so far? Mmmm...

Very, very productive indeed :D

Uh huh~ It's this productive! :D

done reading...

And there's only one last book to go: Breaking Dawn!

e-book is for savers like me :D

So, Robert Pattinson cut his hair a day ago and the news spread through the internet like a deadly viral infection. Thanks to Yahoo! that made it a headnews :P Let us have a quick look of Rob Pattinson's before and after haircut!

Icy lips~*~*cold chest*~*~ Lolz!

Yea, so he traded in his trademark tousled locks for a no-muss, Marine-style crew cut.

i can imagine him saying : "yea, i just got a haircut, what bout it?.."

Exactly. It's just a haircut and I don't understand why this causes an uproar among his pool of fans. I have come across a few stupid press statements like...

Hecklerspray noted that Pattinson has "the world's dreamiest hair... so if Robert Pattinson ever had a haircut, we'd probably kill ourselves."

~*I'm anticipating for another Yahoo headnews of these noobs that seriously already had themselves killed by now*~

"But that doesn't stop his fans from feelling a slight betrayal in the change. People.com has helpfully added a poll to its website for opinionated hair-istas to vote on how they feel about the shorter, unfussy look."

~*So much of calling themselves Robert Pattinson's fans, stupid*~

"Yes, would someone please think of the fans? As many pointed out, filming for the sequel is three months away -- and opinions ranged about whether this is enough time for his hair to grow back for the role. OMG suggested that to reprise the signature 'do, Pattinson may be forced to don hair extensions. Would fans buy Pattinson in a wig?"

~*Duh~! As if his hair will not grow again.. and damn right, would someone then please think of him*~

Come on, Twilight Saga has 4 sequels altogether or maybe 5 if Stephenie Meyers finally decided to complete her Midnight Sun (narrated from Edward's P.O.V). Do they really expect him to keep his hair un-cut for the next 4 or 5 years, growing like wild ferns or going all drapy like Jacob Black's hair, hmmm? Would that be the most ideal Edward Cullen then? NOOB!

Sigh*.. Guess it's really not that easy to be all swirled in fame overnight, only just after one movie and a cold chested, icy lips- Edward Cullen :P Sometimes I wonder, is it Rob Pattinson that brings out Edward Cullen or is it Edward Cullen that brings out Rob Pattinson. Or maybe, both of them co-exist. LOLS!

To me, the first 3 sequels of Twilight Saga are really good. Of course, it depicts a very typical sweet teenage romance, well maybe not that typical since Edward Cullen is no ordinary boy but a vampire :P Though vampire stories are superficial but the way Stephenie Meyer projected it sounds somewhat, existing.

That's why you have a seven year old who ran into Rob and said, "Please. Bite. Me....." through her teeth :P

And came the 4th sequel: Breaking Dawn. Err.. I don't know what to say but... in short, it's no longer the sweet teenage romance, it has turned into... adult romance overnight and I wonder if it's really that suitable for young teens. Or maybe it's just me this auntie soon-to-be that is still stuck behind the old school of thoughts :P!

I even wonder how is the director going to film some parts in Breaking Dawn without changing much of the real story :P

Another thing, I don't know why my reading passion has dropped by 50% as I came into Breaking Dawn. I, still am.. looking forward to what will happen but it doesn't feel like the previous sequels that I religiously devoted all my time to :P It's not that it isn't good. Maybe I just feel, the sooner I finish it, the sooner it will come to an end. Or maybe... I don't like its ending at all. LOLS!

I don't like endings with... AND THEY LIVED HAPPILY EVER AFTER. Cause it's not... it's not.. Well, cause it's not.. erm.. it's not.. sad ending? :O Lolz!

I don't have a fetish for pain-motions but... well, it's just to me that sad ending seems to have a greater emotional impact on me. That's why people still talk about Titanic anyways :)

Maybe I'd appreciate something like, Edward was killed, leaving Bella (who wanted so much to become a vampire back then and lets just grant her wish) to live through the dark times without Edward anymore. Haha! And then found herself fallen for Jacob once more but this time Jacob doesn't give 2 shits about it and falls for Reneesmee instead. WALALALLALALA! My perfect ending :P!

I guess I just heard some growlings from the fairytale lovers :P ROAR!!!!!!

Maybe I should come up with my own, personal version of Breaking Dawn.

I think, I've thought of the perfect casts too for the motion picture! :D

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definitely cost saving on the make-up wise, cuz you see, Michael Jackson is naturally WHITE!

Chrissy can play 2 characters (Girl-Boy-Girl-Boy) :P

and Mikey works for free!

Haha! I'm random. Goodnights!

Messy Christmas

2008-12-25T03:27:00.002+08:00

Christmas 2008, another great night spent with my cool buddies.

Nothing special in this post. Just dropping by to wish everyone Merry Christmas!

Best wishes with love from me to you :)

Nights!

*cHix!* I feel good tonight :)

Dear Santa...

2008-12-20T01:11:00.006+08:00

~*~*Ho hO Ho~*~* Christmas is around the corner again~!

Christmas is indeed a very lovely festive season. Everywhere you go, you see amazing decorations of christmas trees with presents, paints and sprays of merry wishes to banners everywhere in the streets- welcoming almost everyone, regardless of race and religion to celebrate Christmas! Though, there's always something missing...

The snow. :) and I mean... the real snow. Not just a crafted cotton snow nor those sad bits of styrofoam mimicking the snowflakes. No to the foamy sprays too. I wish I could have the chance to spend a real, living Christmas someday. I have no problem with chills ;)

Without coldness in life, will we ever be able to feel the warmth we long for?

HiP hiP HurRay~! I hereby announce that my holidays have now officially started, 2 weeks off from classes ;) Which yesterday was the last one, well it wasn't really a class but a 3 in 1 party :P (Sem break-Christmas-New Year) combo thing :P

And we had a vondutch... oooPs! I mean POTLUCK party :P So, each and everyone of us cooked and brought something to share and as usual, I only know how to make Potato Salad. LOLS! I know what are you thinking (it's boring~)...

but like what?? People do like it... :P

the cheesecake is real good i'm telling you!!!

You guys know which category of eater I am so it explains fairly that why the food pictures I had taken are all mostly finished :P I was busy eating when they were hot & steamy :P

teriyaki chicken, white sauce pasta, filipino potatoes....

wholemeal sandwiches, awesome sambal popia, squid kerabu, My Potato Salad, cheesy cake & fruit platter.

And whole lots more at the other side which I didn't have a chance to snap all :P There were like 30 odds of us including tutors, staff and Madam. Before the party started, Madam shared with us her inspiring stories, living legends of her successful students and promoting her new campus in Petaling Jaya-KL. We listened.. but we were hungry :P

And then Madam surprised us with some gifts from Xie Gallery.

i got a very cute voodoo looking rabbit. Lols!

As for the students, we organised our very own gift exchange too. Everyone brought a gift and we had a table of happiness displayed :P

aWwW~! it's cute, isn't it?? :P

Just like any other ordinary party. We had games too. Simple games which were really... simple. Yea.. Simple. LOls!

Jumping with balloons should be very simple... LOls

yea we had to hold the balloons that way and jumped 2 ways back :P

We had about 4 games then later, it was close to the end of the party so it was time to redeem our presents! :P

up for grabs, up for grabs!!!

And my receiver was Sandy from Bandar Perai Campus!

cute ayy?? :P

And I was the receiver of....

Ms. Hong Han Yie's Prezzie~! We're both from GP Campus.

Maybe I should introduce a few of my recent friends and coursemates to you guys ;)

From bottom left: Han Yie, Ying Sing, Ginny!

From upper left: Choya & Melissa!

And this is me & Ginny with the mini Christmas Tree!

Actually I wanted to grab more pictures of others but they were seen busy packing and cleaning their stuff outside so basically there were just a few of us who stayed back in the lecture room and found some toys... :P

Who is this???

It's Santa Barbara not Claus :P

It's so christmas-yyyy~~! :P

Keep it low, chicks~ :P

Well, it was just quite a simple party actually. But yea, we enjoyed ourselves- tremendously :P It's pretty interesting to meet new friends and discover new interests in them. Come to think about it, I only have about a year in Stella-In and maybe this could be the one and only time I got to celebrate Christmas here as a student :P

Anyways, I'd like to wish everyone of you here a very,

Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year!

-ditch the unhappiness & despair of 2008 & bring along your dreams and visions to 2009!-

JuSt Let It rOck~!~ LEt It RocK~!~!!!~

Therapy

2008-12-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

Writing has always been a therapy to me.
Particularly blogging, find it very therapeutic.
Someway, somehow.

I never lie about my emotions in my blog.
If I feel euphoric and high bout something or even someone, I'll hoo-haa bout it. And then I move on.
If I feel mad and angry about something or even someone, I'll bitch about them and at most, give 2 shits about it and then I move on.
If I feel sad or down, I'll pour all my heart and soul into my words and then, I move on :)

I'm not feeling euphoric tonight. Nor mad at someone too. And yes, I'm feeling sad. So sad that I feel like crying suddenly. There's no reason to how and why am I feeling like this. I guess it should be the.. sudden hormonal attacks. You can google it. No joke :)

However, there are no wasted tears here. All to the greatest reservoir- my heart :)
I'm not an emo kid but there's no one to be blamed for fluctuating hormones, I'm aware of that.

Or maybe I'm just too happy and excited that I am finally able to fix my wireless connection and get to cosily surfing the internet on my beloved chamber of ..... whatever. I mean my bed :)

Or maybe it's about what someone had told me earlier this afternoon.

Maybe I'm just nervous of the idea of growing up. Facing life. Challenges ahead. I guess I'm just over excited? I was chatting with my sister and she said something that made me feel teary but true.

Match Stick's Gurl: So what do you feel like or wish to do for your 21st birthday?

Choya Pattinson: I don't know. Physically or emotionally??

Match Stick's Gurl: For the moon?

Choya Pattinson: (New Moon? Hee!) I just want to spend quality time with loved ones and close friends :) Nothing particular.

Match Stick's Girl: That's all?

Choya Pattinson: Maybe too gain more freedom and can drive my own life without parental supervision anymore?? Hee!

Match Stick's Gurl: HAHA! You can have that. Not a problem.

Choya Pattinson: I'm not so sure about it. You know your mum, right?

Match Stick's Gurl: Yea. Actually.......

Choya Pattinson: ??

Match Stick's Gurl: Yea that's true. When I think of that... We still thought that you were a little kid n child that haven't grown up n just a glimpse of eye u r now 21 d.

Match Stick's Gurl: In our eyes n mind u r always a little gurl or rather we rather choose to c that u will never grow up.

Match Stick's Gurl: But that's very very selfish of us! HEHE!

Choya Pattinson: sigh* It's time I need to be really responsible for my acts rite? No more fooling around and don't give a damn attitude.

Match Stick's Gurl: So tell me, what do you really want? Anything.

Choya Pattinson: (yat sat chor mou fong kor- ngek ngek*) I want a platinum necklace with a key pendant. I want new sunshade. I want a new leather bag. LOLS! You ask for it!!

Match Stick's Gurl: Got it! A Bata brand bag for you. That's all I can think of for you if you want a bag. Haha!

Choya Pattinson: (Ba-lan la :P) YOU!!! Nvm.. Lols

Match Stick's Gurl: Can I ask you smth really serious??

Choya Pattinson: (!!!???) Har? What? So serious?? (I don't have a boyfriend yet :P)

Match Stick's Gurl: Do you think Haresh is handsome??

Choya Pattinson: LolS! I don't know who is Haresh, I only know who's Rob Pattinson and he's very handsome for sure!!!! :P

Match Stick's Gurl: haHa!

So that was part of MSN convo with my sis. Tell me. Shouldn't I feel sad over some parts of it when she said about me growing up? I just feel emo when the words keep flashing across my mind. Time flies. I'm 21 one, soon 31, 41, 51!! BITE ME CARLISLE!!! :P

~*~Time is ticking, blood is racing, out of control. I feel like chasing you to date me is a race of its own~*~

2008 coming to an end, very quickly... Everything will remain as history, once more. To think about it, for nearly the past of 20 years, I haven't really done anything memorable and adventurous. Something solid enough for me to feel, my life is a worthwhile one though I got some wear and tear, here and there :)

I already have something in mind. And I'm going to do it. For sure I will. No hesitation this time. And it's something about me vanishing in Penang for a while, far far away. To somewhere that the day & night, remain a contrast :P It might take years for it to be accomplished but good things worth all the time :)

I guess I should just stop right here. It's not healthy to let emotions overpower me for a long time. Like I said. Whatever it is, I move on :)

Flightless Bird~

2008-12-08T23:41:00.005+08:00

*~~~Have I found you??? Flightless bird~~~*

RiteZ, if you guys still remember this song, it was actually the song from the prom scene in Twilight. Where Edward danced with Bella, leaned towards her and pressed his sexy-icy lips on her neck :P Nah.. he didn't bite her. LOLS. She wished he did :P He bit Tyra Banks instead in The Tyra Bank's Show.. HEcKK~!~ :P

Yeah, I'm still not over him Lols! It's really not so much about Edward Cullen (he's just Stephenie Meyer's imaginery boyfriend), it's about Rob Pattinson LOLS! It's like now, whenever I'm reading the story... my mind just can't stop picturing that godlike face of him :P

Note that I used the term godlike, not pretty boy. Lols. He doesn't belong to the pretty boy category. It's just another level. No one has achieved before. Well, at least in my collection LOLS!

the gaze that melts~~*

Seriously, having all added up together- Takuya Kimura + Lam Fung + Torres or even whoever I once "heng", the effect is nothing compared to Rob Pattinson. Lolz! Guess my TITLE in MSN is going to stay for A WHILE~~ HAHA!

Very, very rarely... I'm saying very rarely.. I find myself attracted to a young man. He's only 22. HAHAHAHA! Watever~~ Why didn't I watch Harry Potter.. Hmm? LOlz!

But watch also it's going to be a waste of time. That kiddy look will not be much of an appeal to me :P

how boys grow~~ LOLS

Basically, today I feel very sedated and uplifted. Lols! Whatever that means~ I learn new sentence from Poh Jeen's assessment paper. Haha! I mentioned that Monday was my Practical and Theory Assessment on Facials ryte? But I know I definitely didn't mention that I spent my 2 days, Sat-Sun reading 500 odd pages of Twilight instead of my notes. I thought I was going to doom today... but....

Ahahahha! When you pay attention in class, you can actually spend your time at home playing, jumping on the bed, throwing confetti :P Cheh wah cheh wah.. Choya ini, sungguh menyampah... Lolz.. W-A-T-E-V-E-R~~ HAHAHHA! I'm not myself lately, so just forgive me :P

Alright, so my Assessment went really well except that I almost twisted my wrist while doing Swedish Massage cuz I caught the wrong angle.. Damn~ Thank god Poh Jeen didn't notice HAHA!

So now, Twilight down and there's New Moon to go~ I'm at the 1st chapter, on par with the pancake boy.. who else.. but Apongbalik :P But I know he's a lil pissed with Bella's LAN-CHARACTER in New Moon that he doubts if he should continue on reading tonight. So am I :S But Apong, didn't you advise me that I needed to be a professional fan when I almost quit Twilight? Lols.. due to.. J_L__SY

once I start, I'll finish it

Okay, hope you guys enjoy the song. It's really nice. A few of us now can't stop playing it over and over again. Call us whatever, it's still a nice song and Rob Pattinson rocks ;) NiTo NiTo..

Time After Time

2008-12-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

It's exactly 4 months now, since I started my course in Stella-In. Time flies, indeed! I still remember the first few weeks of my freshie days in Stella-In. Damn blur + damn noob + damn punctual + damn obedient. Lols! Packed up every night before I went to sleep and sorted out all notes and prepared for lessons the next day.

Months later, which is now.. I pack up, I still do... Lols.. But not the night before but while I'm holding a glass of milk and a biscuit in my mouth every morning. HAHA! 10 minutes before I leave the doorstep :P

So the morning class lasts from 10.30 a.m. to bout like 12.30 p.m. and noon class takes place from 2.00 p.m. to 5.00 p.m. So in the mean time while waiting for noon class to start, we sometimes have ample time to go for shopping :P

Recently, I've paid frequent visits to Skin Food. And I find their products very interesting! I don't know.. I just feel happy whenever I enter the shop.. LOLS! You know, I'm getting really sick of make-up these days and I just want to treat my skin with more nutritious food! I'm going to have a break from 19 Dec onwards till 4th Jan. In this 2 weeks break, I'm darn sure I just want to spend the days without make-up at all, be it anywhere I go.

It's not that I have natural beauty. I wish I do, but I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin and not a... painting :P

It has been a while since I last felt so... in control of time :P I'm not sure why but it seems that tonight, my time seems to last longer than as usual. I feel like I had done pretty a lot of stuff compared to the other nights and it's just 10 p.m. now?!

Or maybe it's because I had an early shower right after my mum dropped me home. Feeling all refreshed than as usual where I'd laze around but instead I got to my books and did an amazing 3 hours revision tonight. Syabas! Tahniah! :D

And I've packed up for class tomorrow, too. I've trimmed my nails. I've filed my expenditures for today and... what else did I do... oh, blogging perhaps. I had dinner and then supper too! Lols! It seems like I'd done so many things already and it's still so early! Maybe it's just my imagination..

*~Maybe we're friends, maybe we're more, maybe it's just my imagination~*

I just got Twilight book from Ah Chin. Going to read it before I go to bed tonight. I feel excited! Hahahaha! And tomorrow Yu Yu's going to pass me New Moon. New Moon! New Moon! New Moon! New Moon!!!! :P

Life is good when you think it is ;) NightS.. I'm going to brush Mikey's teeth-y! BuAiZ!

Dun Sked, Dun Sked!!!

2008-12-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

Lolz.. Dun sked, dun sked~! It's not about Robert Pattinson nor Edward Cullen in this post Lolz!

Just want to share with you guys a joke my friend sent to me. Haha!

4 husbands were sitting at the waiting room in a hospital while waiting for their wives birth giving.

Then a nurse came out and said to the first daddy, "Congratulations Mr. Lee, you got twins!". "Ohh.. maybe its a coincident!" said the daddy. "I am working with the Petronas Twin Towers!"

Then another nurse came out and said to the second daddy, "Congratulations Mr. Bill, your wife just gave way to triplets!" "Wooow, this is a coincident too!" the second daddy exclaimed. "I am working for 3M Corporation!"

Later, another nurse came out and said to the third daddy, "Tahniah Encik Faizal! Isteri you dapat kembar empat lah!" "Alhamdulillah! Mungkin ini kebetulan juga kot, I kerja di Four Season Hotel!"

While, the fourth daddy-to-be were in uncontrolled worry. All the 3 daddies asked him, why did he seem to worry so much? He then answered....

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"I am working in Seven-Eleven!"

@#$%!^&*&^%!!@#**!!!

2008-11-29T18:02:00.006+08:00

~*~Oh baby dont you know I suffer? Oh baby can you hear me moan? You caught me under false pretenses. How long before you let me go?~*~

I know my blog song now is a bit -not-choya-like but... you'll know why at the end of the post. Lolz! For those of you who haven't watched Twilight, I'm saying please just go watch it, ignore all reviews whether it sucks or not you judge it yourself after the movie! For me it worths all the RM10 just for one special 2 minutes scene. Again.. you'll know why at the end of the post :P

Alright, Robert Pattinson looks freakingly sexy and hot as Edward Cullen. Like what, vampires are sexy~ LOLS! It's like practically the entire "vegetarian" family of the Cullens are DARN irresistible. Once more... you'll know why at the end of my post! :P

Well, Yuyu said and I quote, "If one asked me how's Twilight, I'm not so sure if I'd bring myself to say the story is indeed nice but for sure I'd say HE IS NICE!" Lolz...

FUCKING AGREE!

*minus the visual of his face being squashed in mud under Voldemort's shoes in Harry Potter. Lolz!*

But who else you think would be better Edward Cullen than him??! My GOD!!!

that mysterious look of his.. ahh~ It makes me feel like screming...
*I'm the food! I'm the food!!!* Lolz!

Behold~! The Sexy Vampire!

Really, I do not think he's very good looking but there's just that peculiar and mysterious look of him that draws the attention!

Glacier is melting, supermassive black hole~*!

I think the girl, Bella Swan is pretty but.. I don't quite like her character. Like the whatever kind of attitude. Maybe I'm just jealous.. LOlz! Seeing how Edward Cullen gets so protective and always having her around his arms... !@#$%%^^%&*!!@#!!!

a definition of a perfect date to Prom to me is... this! Lols!

Alrights, enough about him. Now it's time for him.. Hhahaa!

Dr. Carlisle Cullen

I couldn't agree further that Twilight is a success not entirely based on the story itself but the perfect casting of the characters! Seriously, this kind of vampire story is very typical indeed. They are almost the same even from different writers. I love vampire stories, thanks to Yi Ling for introducing me The Vampire's Diaries by L.J Smith. The book I read before my F5 trials was The Awakening. Haha!

As usual, the typical vampire stories depict how good looking are the vampires, how they fall in love with the mortals and of the foes long for the same mortal. The venum, the risk, the red apple, crystal apple and more apples (I'm not sure why they always have apples in vampire stories thou-Lolz) One vegetarian the other carnivorous! Ya know, things like that and stuff :P

But this story is a lil bit different in the sense that normally, vampires vanish when exposed to the sunlight but instead the vampires in Twilight's Version have sparkling bodies when exposed to sunlight. Hahaha! Watever, the baseball scene is A DIE FOR SCENE :P

whenever there's thunder now, I guess I'll start to imagine the vampires playing baseball! Haha!

Last but not least, the cast that I find to be extremely entertaining is.. Charlie Swan! Bella's dad! He's funny with the pepper spray thing! Haha

it doesn't look like him in the movie itself. anyhow, still my fave :P!

And since most of you are anxious about what is in the end of my post.. let me tell you..

It's nothing greater than VAMPIRES PLAYING BASEBALL DURING THUNDERSTORM!!! Lolz

Now.. go watch the MOVIE! :P I'm in for 2nd round!! HAHAHA...

Kelas Seni

2008-11-24T00:57:00.007+08:00

*RrrriiinnnnGgggG~!*
*Thank you, teacher~!*

The classroom went from a controllable state to an uncontrollable mini night market. Excited students were busy packing for art classes, while some still seen sitting around chit chatting/ gossiping.

As for us, the Fish Bone Gang (LOLz! Head: Jacq Soon) we obviously belong to the group that were still seen sitting around, taking our own sweet time to get ready :P A slow walk to the art classroom.

The basic routine was usually us, sitting in the same group, again.. chit chatting and gossiping away while painting. A painting was not a painting until the paper was fully soaked wet in poster colours and seemingly thinning in the process, :P

Not to forget, the Jacq Soon-Yi Ling weekly argument. Lolz! They could be arguing over the simplest matter like the poster colours, paint brushes, drawing block, the table or pencil.. LOlz! They just had to argue over something and got over it during recess :P

For me, my art was just average, PERIOD! Sometimes below average too. Lols. But you see, considering I hadn't attended any art lessons outside school.. I give myself a rating of 8/10.. okay, maybe 7/10 lerr... Hmm...

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Okay la okay la... 5/10 la okay?!~~! LOLZ!

I got 2/5 for this "mastersheet". LOLs

I was actually inspired by The Bug's Life but a picture says a thousand words.. I FAILED TERRIBLY! :D

And I took approximately 2 periods to complete this period, that sums up about 1 1/2 hours for this "mastersheet"

that includes the time i spent in talking and laughing away :P

When the art exam comes around, I'd be most clueless about what I wanted to portray. And this picture says it all...

a very very random imagination Lolz!

But, my paintings were not always that bad okay?~ Actually it kinda depends on my mood......... and I do really have a few that I'm proud of.. Lols.. for myself la.. :P

A vase of flowers...

tssk tssk.. not bad ma hor?! wa zai wa zai~!.. HAHA

A blink blink Hat!

it's not a painting.. it's a Collage whereby I patiently glued the itsy bitsy sequins and labucis to construct the whole thing up! :P It was up in the classroom okay~! First time! LOLS

Life's a Brief Candle by William Shakespeare bb..but!

FRAMED BY TUNG HING :P! You know, I really like this artwork of mine. It's a simple piece of artwork but with delicate touch to it. I'm going to frame this up and display it in my house next time.. I'm serious ;)

A cetakan method

i find it kinda.. artistic? LOLS!

Then a traditional WAU!

Now, go fly kite mates~!

Negara Aman Tanpa Dadah

how do you like the bungkus? LOLS!

And some nightmare themed painting~

the human was illustrated by Pn. Koay, the coolest art teacher I'd ever met :P

hahaha! SO that was part of the reminiscence of my lower secondary school life in CPT, Aman all the away :P Life was simpler back then, minus the time my friends and I were sitting outside the class corridor revising while reminding one another: "It's okay, next semester we study earlier okay?" Lolz! Or said things like "Humans don't sleep" when rushing for folios and projects. Lolz!

Corrections could be made, there were ample spaces for mistakes and rooms for readjustments.

I'm glad I made it through each stages of my life, to experience the excitement and wonders of each phases of my life and meet a bunch of great people along the way. Teenage life knocks only once in a lifetime. It's really not about the rave parties and shaking in bikinis... it's all about, the crazy things you did with your bestest buddies :)The friends who jumped with joy with you when you score with flying colours, and the friends who cried with you just before and after you accept your failures.

Just A Moment Before I Sleep

2008-11-16T03:05:00.004+08:00

*yawnS*

Actually I'm feeling quite sleepy and blur while typing this. I'd been sleeping quite early these days though sometimes I find it hard to fall asleep soon as I sometimes need to toss and turn for a couple of hours before embarking on my sea cruise to.. dreamland :)

Just a moment before I sleep, I'd just like to say that... I notice a difference in myself lately. Last time, the second before I fell asleep, I used to think about alot of unnecessary stuff and then I felt very monotonous about the next day.

But recently, I must say that... I had been given alot of opportunities to meet new experiences and they have really widened my perspective towards life. I begin to realise that, happiness is really just a hairflip away.. :) I used to have this thought that, there was a missing piece inside me which is causing me to feel so crappy but then I realise that, the missing piece is actually... my peace and freedom. And I feel so silly that it took me one hell of a crazy time and journey to find that missing piece. I had enough of dramas in life that left me with no peace :)

(I don't mean the peace like in the monastery but just you know, a peace of mind and like what Jason Mraz sings: there's no need to complicate, our time is short~)

A freedom doesn't necessarily always means a space that only others can grant you. It's up to your level of commitment that how much space you want to give yourself and it's up to your level of comfortability that how much space you allow other people to have influence over you. Don't you think that it's very miserable when we constantly rely our happiness on other people and we get so upset when they don't take the effort to note our feelings or if they don't meet our expectations? We can create a vibe of happiness for ourselves if we know how to treasure and note our merit values in us!

Rome wasn't built in a day so obviously it takes time to do so. For me, I'm just taking baby steps to change my bad day to day habit and ditch all those self-proclaimed-sadness-and-miseries-of-my-past-like-how-i-was-being-mistreated-and-who-and-who-so-on-that-had-left-such-a-huge-impact-or-whatever-scar-in-me. Like what's the point of living in other peoples' mistakes. It's not as if I deserved it but it just happened so I have to move on anyway. But if I continue to feel miserable about what others had and had not done for me then the foolish person to be in the losing end will not be them... but me :)

*ssSiPppp!* Yumz! I just drank a bottle of Yakult. Yes, my morning now begins with a glass of milk and my day ends with a bottle of Yakult. No~ it's not a secret recipe to happiness :P but my brother stocked up those for me before he left on Monday ;)

The conclusion would be.. I'm feeling really sleepy now and all that I want to say is, instead of feeling monotonous about the next day, I'm beginning to feel excited bout it because I finally know.. where's the direction I am going. What really matters in reality and when to let go somethings that had let me go... so long ago. These small pieces of things are what I consider important to start building me up.

Now repeat after me, happiness.is.JUST! a hairflip away.... *tWinnKk*

Beauty On A Budget

2008-11-14T22:51:00.007+08:00

Hi Ladies~ Wassup Ladies~, Yes Ladies~ You are right, Ladies~ We are in the Ladies' Room today~! (CC's Style :P)

Aww.. What a busy day for me today~! Mall hopping from Gurney Plaza to Prangin Mall just to get some stuff- ya know, like beauty on a budget stuff. It's cute and stuff~ (CC's Style again :P) But it was an enjoyable day too, met up with VelvetPhing in Prangin for her new haircut :P She's like cute and and stuff with her new hair cut. LolS!

(notice that the italics in pink are CC's style)

So while waiting for her, I went to shop for my beauty on a budget stuff. All my course necessities stuff. Let me just give you a sneak preview of my cute and stuff.

What are these??

What does it look like to you then?

Well, it's actually a cutting-edge technology on the horizon now: World Sharpest Razor Blade for...

wrist cutting *ngek ngek*

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Well, it's for the brows actually :P But tips to all the girls out there who haven't tried using a razor blade personally on yourself, try seeking professional advise before launching your blades. It's really dangerous without proper handling and angle. But it's really clean-cut brows and stuff :P

it's so sharp that you feel the cut even at just a glance~

Next, is a dozen of pink sponges :)

didn't i say they are so cute and stuff? :P

And the size is as big as...

Hock's face LOLS! That's what he says~

Unfortunately, I got the wrong size. I tried to do the flipping thing and stuff at home just now, it's way too thick and stuff. So need to change tomoro. Hopefully can and stuff~ :P

Last but not least...

disposable hair cap! hehe.. it's compressed by the way :P safe my space and stuff in luggage bag.

FULL!

tweety loves my stuff :P

I shall end this post with a video by Chris Crocker if ya all haven't watched this yet. Check it out! Hugs and kissEs :)

There's where the stuff comes from :P

Tung Hing

2008-11-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

i'm not a fishmonger

Has anyone of you ever observed a moment of silence and asked yourself, what is the story behind your names? Are you proud of your names? Or you think that it's so unfair that we get to choose everything to anything in the entire universe that we favour but not our names since it's fixed by our parents at the moment of our births?

I'm not so sure bout others but... I'm definitely proud of my name :) I know it's not some kinda sweet and seductive ladylike names, infact it sounds so much like a guy's name! Lols! Erm.. for those of you that don't really know me that well, let me just highlight this point to you. My fullname is Tung Hing and my name is Tung Hing. Just two words and that's Tung Hing once again (that's right ladies~ CC's style) :P

You can call me Balitung, Tong Sampah or Tung Tung Chiang in any matter but then. never. call. me. Tung Tung or Hing Hing (ROARRRRRRS) but it's absolutely alright if you call Yu Yu. HahHHAHAHAHHAHHAA!

When I was younger. I despised my name. Because I thought I was weird to have only 2 characters in my name when everybody else had at least 3! Or maybe 4, including the english name. And silly me once I was, I tried to create an english name for myself and hell it sucks I don't wanna mention or hear it ever again. Haha!

My siblings and I were named by our paternal grandfather whom was originated from China so I think that's how it influenced our names to sound so oriental :P

My sister's name: Tung Fung (aka: Tung Fong Pat Pai)
My brother's name: Tung Oon (aka: Tang Hoon)
Me name: Tung Hing (aka: Tong Sampah) Hahaha! That was what my friends called me in primary :P

There's probably one confusion in my name which is the pronounciation of the surname, Tung. Actually, it goes either way. Can pronounce as toong or tang, depending on the accent. Because mostly Caucasians pronounce my name as tang since it can be derived from the english word tungsten. I'm not offended in anyway ;)

I was just randomly surfing through the internet by googling my own name. And I found this which I think looks pretty historical :P.. It gives me a very weird feeling like... how many Tung Hingsss are there in this world :P

Trust me, if you happen to google the name Tung Hing, you'll end up in the eatery business, mostly! Lols! There's actually a building in Penang that is named: Bangunan Tung Hing too. Lols. You often pass along that area it's just that you don't realise cuz it's quite a run down 80s building, beside Chew Thean Yeang Petshop :P

Just recently, I was checking my hotmail inboxes. Actually, I'm not quite active in hotmail (except MSN Messenger), in fact I don't check my mails there and that's why when I logged in the other day.. there was a whopping figure of 300 messages pending for my acknowledgement :P To my surprise, I received something very extraordinary, not any forwarded messages or mails.. something that's so customized that's only for me ;)

I'm a rabbit according to Chinese Calender ;)

Lolz! That was actually done by my youngest Uncle, Ah Cheong Khu specially for me. I'm not sure why he did that out of the blue, I thought hi and low and the only reason could be... I'm cute. *~Twink ;)~*! HahahHHAhhahAHAHahhahHA!

He probably got that from my one of blogpost. The thing is, this mail was actually sent to me last year November 22nd, 2007 and here I am, receiving it almost a year later November 11th, 2008!~ HAHAHAHA! So thanks Ah Cheong Khu!

Time flies. Last year this moment, I remember I was crazy over Takuya Kimura and was driven nuts by STPM. And this year. Everything starts anew and so much about me that has changed. Everything for the better :)

and p/s: Choya is a type of Japanese health wine that I randomly pick as my virtual name. So mates, drink Choya for good health ;)

Nobody Knows It But Me

2008-11-09T07:17:00.004+08:00

(talking)...
Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now
but instead...

(singing)...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but meoooo oohhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
(Say whent the nights are lonely)

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me (3x)

Mmm~ Nice song isn't it? Hee!

Yawns*.. It's 7 am in the morning now and my eyes were wider than the goldfish for the entire night. Just didn't want to take the cough medicine... :P

I was feeling grumpy and crappy earlier the in midnight but waking up early is not too bad a feeling, now :P Enjoying a glass of fresh milk while listening to such a nice song while surfing while .... blogging?? :P

Anyways, I won't stay for long.. Gotta get ready for Bak Kut Teh ;) I'll be back for more so just stay tune. I got 6 days of holidays next week, CIDESCO exams ;)

It's Chris Crocker

2008-11-02T14:20:00.005+08:00

Lolz... xXxXx Does my blog title send a chill down your spine? If it does, I advise you to shut the window right away :O

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BITCH!

He's crazy, he's mentally unsound and yes he's a GAY but so what? Lolz.. I think he ROCKS :P Maybe some of you may think thay I'm crazy too and mentally unsound three for idolizing him but... I'm definitely not a GAY :P He's weird and acting all psychotic but at least he doesn't deny his trueself ;) I must say that he's born for all this craziness and that's what makes him Chris Crocker- CC Queen!;)

Some people are just born as the way they are. GaYs, LesBianS, HomO-s, Bi-S.. They are still humans with gushing emotions inside them, just like any other StraightS for that matter :) Why judge them differently? NorMal is a NorM... UnNormAl is UnIqUe XoXo.. but don't be ABNORMAL. Lolz!

LolS... I think I shud stop right here. HahHA. I bet some of you must be having some back thoughts and doubts whether or not.. CHOYA IS STRAIGHT?? LolZ...

He can definitely shake better than any ordinary girl :P

So DamAgEd and toO mUch to Handle! Lolz

And lastly, enjoy him... MIND IN THE GUTTER ;D

Open House

2008-10-26T14:19:00.006+08:00

Dum dum dum~

Another week, time flies indeed.

So fast, it's coming to the end of the month again. Very soon, year 2008 will come to an end too and everything remains... as history once more :)

Just yesterday, my coursemate, Fadilah held an open house and invited a few of us over to her place. Who's Fadilah? :P A typical bobo SHE IS NOT! In fact, a very warm and friendly girl, most importantly.. a modern chick ;P

From left: CHoYa, GinnY, SoO LyN & BeTtY!

and where's Fadilah?

Voice from the room, "Wait for Me, wait fOr mE!!! I need my blusher!"

ai sui ka beh si Err :P

Quiz: Which is Fadilah? Lols

I'm so not used to seeing her wearing a Kebaya, so traditional :P Hehehe.. But maybe I'd have to bid another farewell to her soon as she might be moving back to Holland soon after her husband's contract expires end of this year :S Year 2008- a farewell year.

Basically, there were alot of food served and I just love the biscuits and cookies :P

And the highlight of the day was... Lolz.. Soo Lyn was erm.. being matched with another Dutch guy out of no where :P LolZ.. We made two of them to take a picture together and suddenly there was this random but cute little boy that climbed up to the sofa and joined them for the picture and the result was....

A happY FaMilY!

hahAhA! November is around the corner d! :P

That's about all the pictures I have with me. The rest are with Betty. And I find myself falling in love with Fadilah's house. Simple and elegant, just fits my taste perfectly ;)

Simplicity is a style :P

And a perfect view of the Penang Bridge!

BaySwaTer of IJM :)

Hopefully, a day I could finally own a space of my own would come as reality ;)

Counting Sheeps

2008-10-21T02:37:00.007+08:00

Was that a good start to my post? I think so :)

For these past few months, I realise that I'm having some problems falling asleep at night.

Question: What do I do when I can't fall asleep?

Answer: Yes, I think about alot of stuff from the past and once again or maybe over again, I'd turn ulti-emo.

It's true that sometimes I doze off very quickly, usually when I'm really tired. Other times.... nope! Thinking that a goodnight wish from me is the last word you are going to hear from me before I set sail to dreamland? Actually no :P I do alot of roti canai stunts before I officially.... ZzZzzz... :o~ During a slumber party, I'm always the last to doze off and obviously the soonest to drop would be our beloved lady, Ms. Teh Yu Yu. :P

Sometimes, it's really frustrating to toss and turn around, patiently waiting for the auto shut moment to strike. And it makes me wonder that, does cough syrup really work? Here's my piece of experience :)

There was this night when I was feeling really really down and blue. My body was feeling tired and fatigue yet I could not get my mind off from... something perhaps. I told myself, if there's only something that can end this misery of mine tonight.. I will not give a second thought trying. I'm not talking bout suicides here, just desperate for some sleep :)

Yes, and there was it. In the fridge.. the chocolate-vanilla flavoured cough syrup. I reached for it and gulped down 5 mls of it.. or was it 10 I barely remembered and the effect was... a couple of sms-es and I started feeling dizzy and it all went dark ;) It worked so well that the next morning......

I woke up, looked at my LCD- 12.30 p.m, found that my room door was wide opened. I called for Mikey, Mikey... he never came. I walked to my mum's room, found no one there. That was weird. My mum had never left the house without telling me first, moreover with Mikey out with her.

When she reached home, the first thing she said to me as she stepped into the house was.. "Aiyo, lu cha ki cho hami kio lu kio an chua pun kun beh cheh.. kio ka lu ah neh cheh sia liao pun boh tin tang, liao mai chap lu liao wa kaki ki ban san.." She was actually trying to wake me up to the market and I didn't move a single beat! :P

Now you know the effectiveness of cough syrup! I said to myself that, I definitely will not turn it into an addiction despite its sempoi effect! Obviously, I keep my feet to the ground and did not touch it at all after that :P

But... tonight, I really had to. At a even higher dosage of.. 15 mls. Don't worry, 60 mls is the limit. It's so distal from.. err... becoming a sleeping beauty forever. LOLz I timed it, approximately 30 minutes to take effect and I'm so off to bed now. Nights :)

(ps: I'm not crazy, I'm just tired... So tired that.. I don't want to think anymore. It sucks.)

B for Black

2008-10-19T17:29:00.002+08:00

Lolz Kitty,

This post is specially made for you. You remember the colour personality thing and you chose black? Lolz. Sorry I took a while to reveal your colour personality. Alot of things going on and I just remembered.. Haha! It's never too late, right?

Here's your fetish I owe you:-

Black is one of the most beautiful of colors and yet is the void of color too. It is the color of detail.

Black personalities want every thing done in detail. They are statistical and make good accountants. Internal Revenue Service agents probably like this color.

If a job needs finishing, these are the people to finish it.
These personalities need leaders, though, to tell them what needs to be done. Under guidance, they are able to get to the crux of the matter and solve very large problems.

When put in a place to find the mistakes of others, they are right at home. Loving puzzles, and finding others' mistakes brings out their tenacious spirits. Black personalities sometimes intentionally find mistakes so that they can repair them.

This color is one of holding things inside. When one wears black, they do not want to be touched. Putting a barrier between themselves and others is the purpose of this color.

Keeping their strength inside so that they can better protect their emotions is the effectiveness of this color. Although they want to be part of the world around them, they want no one to tug at their sensitivity.

Black is a relief color for most people, like "Mom's apple pie". It makes them feel comfortable and even, in some cases, makes them feel smaller, allowing them to hide from the sometimes cruel world.

Of your sexuality:-
Black color preferences point to black sex (not necessarily meaning black partners). These people are the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other in kinship. They tend to prefer perverted sex and are usually masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody people and often perform at their peak when under stress or during unhappy times. Police psychiatrists claim that sex offenders prefer the color black. And it is no coincidence that the uniform of mobsters and teenage gangs is black attire.

Ahaha.. so now tell us.. IS BLACK THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR YOU? Haha! Thtz all!

Blissful

2008-10-17T21:02:00.010+08:00

Oh My God!!! I'm having 4 days off in a row from Stella-In!!!! Sat-Sun-Mon-Tues... Hmm~ Thanks to all the candidates sitting for their Cibtac Exams next week! ~!YaYS!~

Actually, I got tonnes of assignments in hand.. there's really no reason for me to celebrate at all :P

Anyways, it does not stop me from feeling blissful at all~ :P

I've finally decided to sign up for this...

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Lets take a closer look, shall we?

a bridal studio?!!! *!*GASP*!*

Unfortunately, I'm not getting married.. YET :P What I've signed up for is the Package for Personal Studio Shots! LalAllalAla~

a RM388 worth promotional package + a free facial worth RM168 in Blissful Spa!

Actually, it isn't just me alone who has signed up for the photography but AiAi as well!! LolZ! So most probably I'll be giving the free facial to her as I'm having free facials almost daily at Stella-In. I find that, this is too nutritious until my skin is turning PINKY!

Speaking about the photography, the package I took comprises of 3 traditional costumes and 1 casual wear! Actually, I bargained hi & low for that deal as the real package comes with 3 casual wear and one evening gown. To me, what is it for by spending hundreds to shoot photographs of casual wear? I might as well just do that at home, right? And evening gown.. almost like a bridal gown is a No-No for me too as I'm not ready for that bridal look :P

So that's how I ended up with traditional costumes! Hee! I mean how often do we get to wear traditional costumes in our lives right? And it's definitely a very pricey hobby if I were to have a collection of them :P So, I would really love to see myself in those costumes, at least once in a lifetime... a pose-y Choya in another dimension. Haha!

Costumes must costumes~

HAHA! Fetish!

Since I was little, I always had the interest of dressing up in traditional costumes. I still remember the childhood times when my cousins would play dressing up with me and we would pull off all the blankets from each and every bed and started coating ourselves with those then trying to walk like a niang niang~ Haha.. Those were the days.

Since there's a limit to my choices, only 3 costumes. I made up my mind and selected my really preferred ones. A hard time deciding as I want to dress up in so many! I have no choice but to let go of.. SAREE! Because I wanted so much to dress in a...

Kimono :)

my all time favourite! :)

ahhh~ exquisite! :D

Lolz! Maybe I shud start practicing this pose! Haha!

Next one would probaby be a...

French Court Dress! Haha!

Just wanna feel like a royalty even just for a couple of minutes :P

I know I know. Sure saying my oriental look boh suit this kinda outfit la hor but what to do.. Haha! Just for one time and we shall see what's the effect later on~ :D

Next, next is a...

Of course a Cheongsam laa! :P

a body to kill... and I certainly do not have it :P

The most anxiety I have is for Cheongsam. Lolz. You see, not everyone can fit nicely into a Cheongsam. Haha! But I still wanna tiao zhan wo zhi chi neeh~ Hee! My legs aren't growing any longer for sure as for other aspects.. erm, I think I can work on it.. ?? Haha.. I foresee myself sucking in my stomach and holding a long long breath for this shot LOLZ! Wish me luck.. if not once exhale PRACCKKKKK! OoooPs~ Haha!

I'm saying in case! Lolz.. Just in case that I failed in the Cheongsam fitting.. Haha.. I have another option to fall on...

I was thinking long enough either having this or a Saree actually...

A HanFu.. (Costume of the Han Dynasty)

it's pretty niang niang actually~

Actually, this costume looks pretty sweet IF ONLY they do really offer the very very very classy type! Lolz.. Cuz if the fashion goes a little bit out of the mainstream.. the effect will bring a total disaster.. Lolz.. Might end up not looking like a Fair Lady but...

A Legendary Prostitute of Ancient China (tn'g lang keh) Lolz!

I'm so not gonna do this by all means! :O

But.. I adore Sarees too.. :(

But then I do not possibly have to wear them all one shot :P Maybe next time.. Haha! I still have Nyonya Kebaya to go too (lazy to find pics d) but errrrR... not baju kurung toh correct dee Haha! :P

But a noob pic will always be the best ;)

and it's free neeh~ Haha! and kindly note that: I DID NOT MAKE-UP FOR MYSELF IN THIS PIC! Ask my artist what happened~ LOLz!

Just Random

2008-10-12T04:17:00.004+08:00

It's 4.18 a.m. Feeling crappy. Feeling sleepy. In serious pain.

There's so much to think. There's so much to care. Which comes first?

I do. I don't. I did. I did not! I wished if only...

I'm always random. In the blue. Outta the blue. But not deliberate.

A simple dream. A long journey. A rocky way...

Just another life. An ordinary person. Vulnerabilities. Insecurities. Not a Superwoman.

I'm tired. But sleep is not what I need. How?

Sometimes, I really wished to see myself through the eyes of others. But see the world through the eyes of my own.

A mirror. A reflection. And it tells nothing more than just a face.

I want to know more... in Life

Hysterical Dun Hysterical

2008-10-06T00:12:00.002+08:00

You know, I really have enough of this crap. INVATION OF ANTS FROM THE NEIGHBOURHOOD'S "HANGING GARDEN OF BABYLON"

Come on, this is an apartment and even though you love plants, there's a limit to it!!! You can do some small and simple gardening obviously but try not to bring in a forest please???!!!! Damn it. It's not just the stems that grow and the flowers that bloom, the colony of ants multiplying along too. Black, Red, Small or Big.. you have it all. And where do travel for holidays??.... INTO THE HOUSE OF THE INNOCENCE!!!!

Previously, I had a problem with this ants invasion issue from a unit above my floor. If you have paid a visit to my apartment's rooftop, yes... it's that unit that is directly facing the staircase and YES YES YES.. it's Pinkbag's neighbour!!!! :P I had not notice where the ants came from until one day when I parked my car at the 8th floor carpark and when I passed through the miniature forest... MY GOD! I noticed there were these... stretches of ants.. marching everywhere. And the actually found their ways down to my house through one of the side windows, somehow. Sometimes you'll see them loitering in the ceiling. And I feel itchy at the sight of it, what more to say if it bites!!!

It's not the first time that this happens. Each time we send the old batch to heaven using the anti-pest powder, the new batch will come visitting us in less than 3 months.

And recently, there's this new badge that acts rather differently. They don't bite, surprisingly and march in a row but... THEY WALK ALL OVER THE HOUSE SO COMFORTABLY AS THOUGH IT WERE THEIRS AND WORSE STILL, THEY ARE NOT ATTRACTED TO THE ANTI-PEST POWDER!!!! HOW TO SEND THEM AWAY??!!!!!!

Sigh* I really had enough of Kayangan Puri Mutiara. I feel, it's a very bad feng shui here. I can't wait to work my ass off and get enough money to move away from here and start anew. Eventhough it has a nice view from the rooftop but.. everything is just very wrong over here. The people and the management itself.

Did you know that my mum's car was once vandalised so badly that the repair cost nearly 2K? Inside the private carpark itself??? The lid of the petrol tank was dug out and the stud was stolen??? Not forgetting the artistic scratches "finely engraved" on my mum's car. An X at the front and some horizontal lines at the side doors ;) And just recently, her plate number was pulled off and guess where we found it?? Hehe.. Haha.. Hoo Hoo... At one of the drains near the carpark. My uncle found it during his walks... IN LEH~ Actually, it was not only my mum's car was vandalised... there's a list to go... LOLS

Next, a bombing case on the 8th floor carpark... that blew off Pinkbag's father's motorcycle :) What actually happened, I was not sure as it happened around 4 a.m when my uncle.. lols again him, heard a loud BOMB. All I knew was the next morning, I saw a few bangkai motorsikal and a blackened carpark-a portion :)

Lols Next.. Haha.. This is interesting! I still remember that night my brother invited his friend over to our house and they were playing football on the XBox. My uncle, mum and I were just hanging out in the living room with the windows wide opened that clearly overlooked the block directly opposite mine. Suddenly my brother got excited and exclaimed... "oo lang ai tiao lao!!!" (someone's jumping from the rooftop) Then I quickly reached for my phone.. toot toot... toot toot... "Hello, Wei Lian ah.. oo lang ai tiao lao.. kameh chut lai kua.. tui bin nia" HAHAHHAHA! You think I was calling 999? Nah, I did not.. lols.. cuz my brother did.. Haha! The show lasted for about 10 minutes where the lady was saved by Ah Boy, the Guard! Lols Soon, we learned the story that she was dumped by her boyfriend but guess what... she's a kok kok kai~~~ LOls Sometime after the incident, I met her at another incident, a unit got on fire and this time, she was the kaypo on-looker. HAHA!

And my favourite one goes to this couple that stayed on the 5th floor but now moved. Sad for me.. no more shows.. Haha! This couple, they frequently argued and most of the time.. it was in the midnight. The story was, this girl.. she had alot of boyfriends and this guy she happened to be with then was her bestfriend's husband. How did I know? Cuz there was once the wife came and screwed her mah.. And I watched it all from my brother's room... I'm on 7th floor.. the view is just nice.. can see abit into the house also Lols And.. it was loud. I think the entire floor heard too..

Back to the couple.. Then there was a night, this girl was seen making out in the car with another guy, caught red handed by the guy she cohabited with then. Erm.. I did not spy on her but the guy blurted out so loudly in the argument. Lols! Then... the next obscene thing I heard he said was..

Angry Guy: Lu si mm si chin chia sukak ho bo siang lang kan?? (Is it that you like to be fucked by different guys all the time???)

Shameful Girl: ...

Angry Guy: Ho! (Okay!)

Lols.. He then walked out from the house. Shut the woodened door and closed the grill gate and then he stood outside by the window and started knocking it very hardly and shouted very loudly...

Angry Guy: Hello, Hello! Wa eh sai kan lu boh?? (Hello, Hello! Can I fuck you??)

LOLS... I couldnt control myself and blasted a laugh. He heard and he looked up and very quickly I retrieved... Guess he didn't see me.. LOLS!!! But it was damn funny and I just couldn't hold back my emotions :D Arguments are normal but this couple is definitely random HAHHAHA!

Apart from that, I'd also seen a resident being hit my a helmet on his head during a fight and was bleeding badly from his head but I barely knew what was the real story. I was just outside hanging the clothes suddenly I heard some shoutings and pop.. Ahhh~ Then like that lo.. HAHA!

Aihs... LOLS! (I'm not sure what am I feeling, aih or LOLS actually-haha!) What a crazy world right? That's why I said... There's no peace staying here even though it looks like it for most visitors. It's not just the carpark now that is painted "Park at your own risk" but soon, painted on every unit is the phrase "Stay at your own risk" :)

Janji Tinggal Janji

2008-10-02T13:16:00.007+08:00

Nope, not any fancy post this time but just sharing a song with you guys. My all time favourite malay song by KRU. It's a very very old song, at least 14 years old :P I used to listen to it along with my sister back then. I was about six or five back then :)

To me, this song does not just bring back childhood memories in Jalan Bunga Rampai but also, some both memorable and sad memories of the times when I was...
not myself perhaps :)

Tibalah kita

Di penghujung persimpangan

Di penghujung jalan cinta

Kita berdua... oh yeah...

Terpaksa ku relakan

Tak daya ku halangkan

Kerna ku tahu cintamu

Bukan lagi dimilikku...

Menanti hatimu

Kembali padaku

Menanti purnama

Jatuh ke riba...

Beratnya dimata, sebaknya didada

Melihat kau bersama dirinya... ohh ohhh...

Gadisku... yang ku pinta hanyalah satu

Semadikanlah kenanganmu bersamaku

Walau ditakdirkan tak bersama lagi

Kau gadis pertama yang ku cintai

Oh kasih... sebelum kau melangkah pergi

Ke pangkuan teman baru yang kau sanjungi

Lihat ke mataku, lihatlah padaku

Lihatlah airmata di mataku... kerna mu...

Kau pernah berkata

Cintamu adalah selamanya

Rambulan menjadi saksi

Janji tinggal janji...

Kata pada diri ini

Di mana kan ku cari ganti

Gadis seistimewa

Senyumanmu penawar... hati duka...

Takkan ku rayu

Kembali padaku

Walau dihatiku

Terasa rindu

Beratnya dimata, sebaknya didada

Melihat kau bersama dirinya... dirinya...

Gadisku... yang ku pinta hanyalah satu

Semadikanlah kenanganmu bersamaku

Walau ditakdirkan tak bersama lagi

Kau gadis pertama yang ku cintai

Oh kasih... sebelum kau melangkah pergi

Ke pangkuan teman baru yang kau sanjungi

Lihat ke mataku, lihatlah padaku

Lihatlah airmata di mataku... kerna mu

False promises, are sometimes the best jokes

It makes you wanna laugh... with pain :)

Another Farewell

2008-09-30T18:52:00.010+08:00

It's holiday season again ;) Though not long for me, just 2 days off from Stella In but it's better than none too :P

The reason I've been a little bit inactive in blogging lately is not because of anything but basically is because of my streamyx connection that has gone haywire! First, dialed 100 and lodged a complain, nothing happened. Second, dialed 1oo again and lodged a more detailed complain yet, nothing happened again. Third, dialed 100 with a furious mode and the sneak preview of the conversation was as below:-

Choya: Hello, this is Ms. Tung here again and I've called several times in regards to my streamyx connection with the username dotdot@streamyx.

Technical assistant: Alright Ms. Tung, I've checked your connection and there seems to be no problem from our port here.

Choya: What do you mean no problem? I keep getting disconnected and can't seem to browse anything nor successfully load any page online. And what am I paying for monthly with the RM88? For this kind of connection????!!!!

Technical Assistant: Sorry Ms. Tung for keeping you waiting but all I can do is to lodge your case report to our technical service department for attention and shall call you soon for updates.

Choya: (HmmmPh...) Okay.

Like few days later, they sent me a technician to check my streamyx connection on site. Lolz....... after about 30 minutes of diagnosis, with a very friendly look, the technician said to me...

Hot technician: Miss, cable kamu semua sudah terbakar lah. Kena tukar semua, modem juga sudah rosak.

(............. LOLS!!!)

Moral of the story: Don't get over excited over a matter that the root cause is not identified accurately :P

Well, I'd most probably wait till my bro is back to get everything back on track :P At the moment now, I'd just stay dc from the virtual world :S

Aihz.. It's end of September, the day has finally arrived. Another farewell for me this year. A farewell for....

Ms. Peh Su Ann

our beloved tutor, the one in black :)

As things got a little bit comfortable in there, I was notified not too long ago that Su Ann is leaving Stella In by end of the month. All of us are going to miss her lessons, her jokes, her nagging and so much more :) Suddenly, there's a saying that rings the bell in my head "Setiap pertemuan mesti ada perpisahannya"

An upclose picture with Su Ann...

in the lecture room...

Basically, the times in class today passed so quickly with some fun and jokes while we were doing water manicure for one another.

Nice or not?

colour code: Russian Navy by OPI

While being free, I snapped a few photos of the lecture room out of boredom....

the entrance and exit

empty empty...

OOooPs! I got to go now! And Kit, I'll update your colour personality some time soon alright? :P ByeS everyone :)